Liz ma wolfie, other aliens, good connections and universal magic

Going, going, gone..... I don't know what to say, hey. You know it's hard to decide what to write sometimes, for many things that have happened, I rather leave unwritten. And the fact that the last time I wrote was in July, just means that too much has been going on and whenever I have quiet time for myself I much rather use it doing yoga or write my diary or plan my next moves.

My next moves.. Thank god for moon phases, full moon in Aries a few days ago was supposed to be letting go of everything unhealthy and toxic in my life. Liz and Jesse left this morning ( YES SHE WAS HERE ) and she kinda got me to an unhealthy road, but so that I finally say goodbye to all those things I have been saying goodbye to for a long time. Our time together, almost four weeks, was insane. Or not that insane though, we had a lot of chill time too. But when two powerful weirdos meet up and create a third energy together, it attracts a bunch of other weirdos, or at least people that are open to weird stuff. I mean, the conversations we've had with strangers or not so strangers to me, have hopefully changed some people's perspective on life and the universe. One artist for example, who wants to paint me as a mermaid, said he is from Mars and he's in contact with aliens. He offered a healing session to us and haha that was awkward and funny.

In Canberra we danced salsa, had a photoshoot by a couple, which was a nice practice being in front of a camera. We tried a little bit ourselves before that, playing around in the city. I stayed at Jesse's, at the air force academy and I had his car available which was awesome cause Canberra is a city where everything is far away. Liz lived 13 km from his house. So it was perfect. I would not live in Canberra tho. Next place was Sydney, I went there the next week to see Lucien, Jordan and Oly. Had some beers with them, a street art tour and one night at Lucien and Jordy's and had dinner with Evie, Michelle and Ian and stayed at their's for two nights, then with Ian's son Damien and his roommates for the weekend when Liz arrived. Dipped in the ocean in Bondi, danced at the Beach Road with the boys and on Sunday Jesse came to pick us up and we drove up to Byron. Just before Broken Head Road - I was driving - something happened and two tyres flat ........ what? Jesse was pissed. There was a broken glass bottle on the ground though... It was just before midnight. A taxi drove past and we hopped in it to go to Hayters Drive (my ex house), chilled a little with Kinta and Bonham when he got home, slept there for the night, and in the morning figured out the car and new tyres and that shit. =) Perfect start for the holiday....not. Jesse left to Brisbane that evening to visit his friends and family there, and Liz and I stayed there until Friday, when we moved into Becs house in town. The weather wasn't too good and I was working some days to get some cash. Liz also was a little sick so we couldn't do the mermaid school or surfing or many other things we were planning on doing. I remember I got sick but from my feet the first time I came to Byron.

We played guitar and sang, now with all the new experiences and ideas we can plan our next encounter, wether it'll be in Sydney, Canberra or Byron Bay. School holidays in college start in November, 17th maybe, and school holidays in Byron Bay start 18th of December, so I've been planning on programs for the summer. After school programs, weekend programs, summer programs. Mermaid days, Warrior days, Atlantis days, creating plays with pirates, warriors, mermaids, peter pan and fairies, practicing fighting skills, balances, gaining strength, dancing, making music, ... Ah can't wait for my mermaidwarriorhood to materialise. <3 It's only a matter of time.

Today I have a day off and I've been at green garage for a few hours, planning, writing, and doing other wifi stuff and in a minute I'm gonna go to a yoga studio called Heartspace. The other night when Liz was still here and we were at the sunset drum circle with longboards, this man stopped us saying something and he looked like Atlantean so I talked with him, he's a yoga teacher as well and teaches about astrology, ayurveda, anatomy and stuff so I figured there's a good connection. Ah the connections we made while hitch-hiking to town, one guys parents own a banana and avocado farm and I asked if they needed workers to pick bananas, just in case aha. Also I really love bananas xD And avocados. My favourite fruits. One girl that picked us up is a history teacher in Ballina, and worked in museums and she knows a lot about Ancient Egypt and Native Australians (don't know why they are called aboriginals, cause in fact they are the originals, so I just call them Natives). One man picked us up and his older daughter is an actress. Lives in Melbourne though, but her friend is a yoga teacher and she gave me her digits. One lady we met at green garage and she teaches about voice tones, like how our tones have roots somewhere and how we lack some tones because of life traumas or negative experiences and how to get back your whole voice. Very interesting, also she and her sister they had a business where they made death a beautiful life circle celebration. I got many ideas from her to bring back to Finland, where my sister and mum are both in near death and healing jobs, as a nurse and a practical nurse with healing hands. I really want to start a healing centre in Finland at some point in my life. People need healing, spiritually, emotionally and physically. And I'm getting pretty good at that.

Energetically I've been on fire, I mean it's funny to see how other people react to my presence. Wish I could be someone else meeting me. So many say something about my energy and I try to explain it even though I don't know what it feels like. Feels like energy flows through me all the time and some chakras flow more than others, also I feel like I sense negative thoughts about me in my body and it doesn't feel nice. Then again I just shake it off of my body and move on with my own happy vibe. There are more important and beautiful things to focus on than that. Might start making music with Brendan, I want to hear our voices together. Also I've been writing small poems on my instagram @mermaidwarriorhood and I want to continue that, I love making rhymes. And with lyrics written already it's easier to make songs.

There's a place called Ninjaplay opening it's doors next month as well. Gotta go check it out, maybe even with some of my little ninjas. I started swimming two days ago at the Byron pool, there's a Norwegian viking working there and I asked him already if I could swim with a tail there, yes of course! Awesome, might go with Kanaia one day this week. I might move in to Derinda's garage, she's been cleaning it and emptying it. There I'd have two little warriormermaids, one 3 yo and one 9 yo, Kanaias class mate. Or in a tent, with an Estonian old soul brother, who's exactly like my youngest brother, but with an amazing happy energy and a lot of knowledge. He'll help me teach kids, we already hung out with Atlas and Arlo, climbing trees and stick fighting. Now all I have to do is make some ads, go to the parks to do free trials for few hours so people can see us and try what's going on, and get ready for what is to come. Apparently November is going to be amazing. Astrologically speaking.

Watched two awesome movies, Wonder Woman (an amazonian warrior helps win the war) and Joseph - the king of dreams (a special child that has an amazing life path ahead), and I'll just say that history is incredible. I want to know more and more about powerful game changers this planet has raised and carried in it's energy. Past life stuff has been in the surface in my life for months now and my intuition is getting stronger. About a month ago I met my past life killer, I was doing yoga in a tree in town and a drunk man showed up eating something. I started talking so he wouldn't spook when he noticed me and when I went closer to hear his at times mumbling, his face was exactly like the man in my umm.. not dreams but in an image I used to see as a kid. I was afraid of someone cutting my feet when I went to bed so I used to tuck my feet under the blanket. Well, I guess the universe wanted us to meet so we can heal the soul trauma. Even though he would have wanted to take me to his home and have sex with me acting a little bit too sexually, I was only laughing and not afraid of anything. I know my powers and I know I'm protected whatever happens. It' s funny, how I've changed in the past few years. It's like I've found my soul, made peace with past and healed at least some of the traumas my soul has experienced (not sure if there's something else yet to come) and now I can create something for this life. With all the knowledge and wisdom I've gained from all the lives I've already lived. I know, I'm crazy. Or I guess that's the word people who fear unordinary things use. But I'm very aware and open for new information, that I happen to get as downloads from source, or that's how people like me describe the stuff that happens. The downloads are funny actually, it's like so much happens in your mind at the same time, so many thoughts and thought processes about for example how the earth is created, as in what is inside it, uh and everything, it's hard to explain cause it's just information that I get as visions and whenever I try to explain it I don't know how. Not yet at least. Maybe I get more information later and write about it..... But it's funny. I love my mind. And I know we don't live in the past, but what if - WHAT IF the past lives in us. And when we are not aware of it we can't really heal it. We have died many times, some of the deaths might not have been relaxing, considering our history of wars and other cruelty towards humankind, weirdos especially. ... Okay, time for me to move on this beautiful Wednesday. Eat something and do some yoga. I love it here. This is a paradise.

Wrote lyrics to Country Roads:

Byron Bay, what can I say
I changed my ways in Byron Bay
Healed my soul there
Met my soul tribe there
Byron Bay, Byron Bay

Byron Bay, what can I say
I cleared my way in Byron Bay
Learned my lessons
Got my blessings
In Byron Bay, Byron Bay

Byron Bay, what can I say
My inner child came out to play
Climbing trees and
Connecting with the land
Byron Bay, Byron Bay

Byron Bay, what can I say
Life worth to wait is work in play
Gained new wisdom
Loved my new kingdom
called Byron Bay, Byron Bay

Ahahah well actually I just wrote the last three verses. The first one I had ready and second one but I've forgotten the lyrics so. They might still change, but something to sing for now aha. Have a good rest of this month, hopefully I'll get back before I'm back in Finland. No idea when yet, but my visa expires 13th or 14th of January and I should go back to school, for the final year. See ya'sssss xxxx

Magic, wolf tribes, birthday weekend and an energy push towards making music

Happy July! This is the sh*t. New energies, new beginnings, our planet has shifted to 5D and those that have opened themselves up to the new and gotten rid of fears and doubts will be able to manifest whatever they desire. It's pretty amazing how life gives us opportunities to connect with the right people. New moon in Cancer gave me such a boost of energy (I love new moons and the active and creative energy that comes with them), and this one was in my sun sign, so a new year for me! And turning 29 was pretty exciting, considering that I'm a Finn in Byron Bay Australia, creating my dreams and starting my Creative Yoga School of Mermaids and Warriors that has slowly been coming since last year. Few updates, my business partner bailed, or stepped down for a bit (I still might use his knowledge later when the school's up and running) and I had to do the business name registration all over again (thank u Bridgette), public liability and yoga insurance good to go, printed some ads that I'm going to give out and advertise in town, opened up social media accounts (fb and ig), beginners classes next Tuesday and Friday in the yard of Byron Youth Activity Centre (PERFECT space for that), and I'm getting soooo excited about my future Mermaid-Warriorhood ! :::)))) Also my 17 yo mermaid sister from Finland is FINALLY in AU (Sydney for a few days then Canberra tho), and I can't wait to see her. Hoping she'll get a transfer to Byron Bay after two months in cold Canberra.

Random new encounters with wolf tribe members have made me see this town with a new perspective. If you've ever watched a series called Vampire Diaries, it's like that. Some people are wolves, some are vampires and some are witches. But then again I see also dragons, royals, pirates, ancient egyptians, Lemurians, Atlanteans, fairies, mermaids, warriors, unicorns........ Yeaaah..we're all real and - did I ever write that I feel like Australia is Neverland? Captain James Cook came here, lost his arm to a crocodile (karma is a bitch only if you are), hooked it and got a new nickname. I met a guy that helps everyone (his wolf tribe) heal but needs healing from me. He knows jiujitsu (that I tried the other week!! I prefer muay thai tho) and can possibly teach my warriors later on when I have a warrior team. I met a Muay Thai fighter girl who's a mum of a 4 yo mermaid girl and she also raps, I asked her to teach me how to rap haha, and we celebrated my birthday going to the Northern to listen to some rap! Was amazing and the dance floor was lit! I just looooove dancing hiphop. Was pretty much by myself for all of us went on our separate journeys in the club. Met also another witch girl, lovely soul, and her dragon boyfriend, beautiful people, would have wanted to move to a house with them but they live in Brisbane. On Saturday was a 30th birthday party and they had built a stage in their backyard and everyone that knew how to play, played! It was sick, and I went on stage as well! Have been feeling a looot of energy towards music making, and I feel that it's time for me to ditch my insecurity and start singing! Didn't have words tho, so I just sang without lyrics. The other night I got an inspiration to write and it felt good! Next week JJ, the young rapper from the Netherlands I met in Melbourne is coming to Byron Bay, so there's an opportunity for creating something with him. Want to show him One Vision and maybe organise a jam session with musicians I know from here. Also now I know two filmmakers, just have to write my ideas down, what I'd want to create (yoga videos, Atlas Mermaid School teaching videos, music videos etc.) and start playing around! The other one I met at the birthday party makes music too and he just released his new track which was sick! I asked if I could use his music in my yoga videos and maybe if he needed a female voice, I could give mine. So it's all happening! :::)))

I've been a little homeless, or in between different homes and vans, waiting for my own space to manifest. I was staying at John's for two nights and we stopped by at Jane's the other day and Line (a Swedish surfer) was there. She messaged her friend Nick about a room and Nick messaged me that he's leaving to China for two months and needs someone to fill his room. Checked out the place, a big house, nice room with a private bathroom and a mini yard, unlimited wifi and all bills included in 170 dollars a week. That's pretty cheap compared to other rooms in Byron (the house owners are making soo much money here) so I took it and will move in today! Today I'm babysitting Atlas (maybe we also go for a stroll to advertise the mermaid school) and taking him to Bobo's 3rd birthday party. She's such a special little mermaid girl. After two months I might be moving in their garage if they have renovated it by then.

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That was a while ago, didn't finish it yet and then life happened and now I'm here again. Reading about my resent past. Yeah it's been great living here, to have my own space whenever I need it (especially for dancing), my new roommates play in a band and they practice in our living room. Earlier today they were jamming and I almost sang aha. I had googled lyrics to one song I want to learn and they would have suited the jam boys were jamming, but they stopped before I went there and started a new jam. Oh well, maybe next time. Same thing happened my birthday weekend. I was in a room writing a poem when I realised they could fit the music but when I went on stage and waited the singers words to end they changed the jam and my words didn't fit anymore... Neil, one of the Royal Souls (our intuitive group name) and I are going to catch up this weekend and figure out something we can start playing. Also I got two photoshoots coming up with different photographers, and guitar and aikido lessons in exchange for yoga or massage. Gotta love this abundance!

Atlas Mermaid School beginners classes were sweet aha, lovely lovely girls and we had fun, though I've been rethinking the concept and now my mind is much clearer what I want to do with it. Going to suggest an after school program in the public elementary school and probably high school too. I really want teens to join, they are the ones that need it the most. Also I want to film yogadance videos in beautiful homes, hmm just got an idea of using a spa... I guess I'll figure it out, when the time is right. This week I've been working, either nannying or cleaning (I feel like Mila Kunis in the movie Jupiter Ascending when I'm cleaning toilets...), oh yah you should watch Miss Sloane - such a cool movie about a woman who fought the bad guys (politics). Also I watched Brad Pitts new one War Machine, bout 2009 in Afghanistan. I really like when movies tell real stories. And it seems like Pitt's mission is pretty full on. He's a starboy for sure. Aren't we all tho.

Byron Bay, how are you changing me. Loving it. Bed time for I'm tired. 

Welcome back to Byron -weekend, move in-move out and starting of new projects

I feel that I've started each post by saying how much have happened since the last one. Well, the happenings are not going to end. In fact they just keep getting better. And what I mean by happenings is basically stuff that I've put my energy into by visioning and thinking what I would want to happen and what kind of help I'd like to receive. I flew back from Bali and took a bus to Noosa, I had heard beautiful things about it and I knew someone from there - that was to become my business partner - that was moving to Byron Bay that evening so I saw my chance and took it. It was raining but we went for a walk, apparently I wasn't supposed to leave without experiencing the beach trail that went through the forest and the hills. It was beautiful. I love walking in forest settings and I had missed forests in Bali and Brisbane. The rain didn't bother us much, it felt good, though my socks were wet and I felt like going in a warm shower when I got to Bridgette's. In the car there was a warm blanket for Luke was going to live in his car before he found a place to live down here.

While I was gone, my second Byron home got sold and Bridgette and Atlas moved in a one bedroom house. Very pretty apartment with a private yard, I slept on the couch until we figured that it's too small for us all and I moved in another house in the same complex, where Bridgette's friend Nikki and Atlas's friend Jordy are living. They're going to go to Sydney for three weeks tomorrow so I'll have the house all by myself! After the drive back to Byron - I had told Luke about my mermaid school idea - I had an idea that maybe he would want to help me set it up, he's a marine biologist and wants to be a free dive instructor too, so I figured well this played out nicely. Also I asked Nikki if she wanted to be involved too, but we'll see when she gets back. Nikki's a Leo, like my younger sister, so it's pretty interesting to see how my sister will be like, they are very similar and I guess living with her helps me understand my sister more. Also Bridgette's a bit like my mum, but also like me, so a mixture of us both, so it's pretty cool haha, to see that I attract "same" people in my life when I'm not at home. :) Love it. Teaches me a lot for I see things in a different perspective, much wider one I guess.

So the weekend was pretty much chilling and watching movies. Soooo good, oh god how much we cried! Lion, about an indian boy who gets lost and - like magic - manages to avoid horrible things about to happen to him and ends up in Australia through adoption. Amazing true story. I feel like my soul might have gone through similar experiences as a street child in India so it was very healing emotionally. Allied (Brad Pitt and Marion Cotillard), which I felt as it was actually real shit, for some of the reactions and words seemed genuine.. I don't know I got confused there :DDD Then a couple of Japanese animation Spirited Away, When Marnie Was There and Skylanders (serie) - !!!!! Seems like Japanese know what's going on in the world.....

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Two weeks later, as in today, the last day of a rainy full moon weekend - which was the most intense energy I've yet felt - I'm in Suffolk Park Hotel having coffee and learning about extraterrestrial races https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mbt1f0yd4Ps and Atlantis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KW6aig8qJi4 and writing this post as an older man is playing guitar and singing about Romeo and Juliet, Ring of Fire and other as oldies or goldies. I came here to make ads for my private yoga teacher thing so that I would start making money already before the mermaid school starts. Some legit stuff needs to be done with the Byron Shire Council but things are getting together day by day and next week we're going to see Cavanbah Centre where we might do the classes, also open the bank account and visit the Council, for we need a permit if we want to use public areas for teaching. I want to teach yoga in the parks at least. Luke and I visited One Vision where Mark's working (the mc I met in South Africa, who teaches rap to indigenous young) and they are launching their new studio and living room next Saturday, which we'll go for networking. I wanted to do something with them, volunteer and now that I have my Working With Children Check for paid and unpaid work, I'm good to go! Seeing my mermaid schoolers already collaborating with these indigenous rap/dj schoolers! Ah I wish it would start already! This month is all about making it happen, 24th is a new moon in Cancer (my new year), 30th is my birthday (29=11!!! crazy year ahead, can't wait x) and July 1st (hopefully) will be if not the opening day, then at least open day!

This weekend I've been hanging out with Atlas and Bridgette watching movies, and I don't know what's with these japanese movies but again I felt like seeing my past life. I recognised my sister and mum from there, one of my best friends and my twin flame. It was called Tales from Earthsea and the girl I thought as me ended up being a dragon (funny, because I'm a dragon in the Chinese zodiac). There were dragons fighting, magic, wizards and warriors, it was cool. I think I need to go to Japan. Just to see what I might get out of it. In Bali I had a dream about a beautiful warrior god, who was about to be killed by a centaur. Or maybe he was a centaur himself, not sure. Another dream was about a witch and a man that wanted me dead but I escaped. A friend of mine told me she had a dream where she killed a baby and in the same dream she was watching a boy killing a baby with a pillow. I told her that it could be a past life memory. If we think about the history of this planet, how many souls have killed others and in what ways? Dreams can tell us a lot about our soul's journey, if we are open to them. Obviously there can be hideous memories too, and it can be hard to accept that our soul's have done anything bad. Another movie I watched, The Girl on the Train, was about an alcoholic that had blackouts and didn't remember her doings, her husband took advantage of her memory losses and lied about things she didn't do that she did, cheated on her and left her and how she got through it with the help of a murder.

It's getting dark and I'm getting hungry. Tomorrow is a public holiday and I'm going to hang out with Taran and Kanaia in the morning, and Atlas will join us before 10. It's also getting colder and colder and I'm a little bit bored with my clothes that I've worn 7 months now heh. And I didn't bring that many warm clothes. Thank god for Bridgette's wardrobe, I can borrow some of her clothes when I need. My friend Lizette is coming to Aus next month!!!! Can't wait to see her, hoping for Sydney, for I have there more connections now. We're going to do some photoshoots, crazy videos and just you know, do crazy stuff. I met her about a year ago and we share a soul connection from another star haha, Sirius. Or I don't know, I think we knew each other in Ancient Egypt as well. Anyway, I'd better go. Next time I might have some news about the mermaid school. Cheeeers. X

Rest and retreat, star seed talks and detailed visions

Bali, I had no idea what you had in store for me but, again, I am so grateful and happy that I listened to my guidance and came here. In January 2016 I needed some sunshine and because three friends of mine (one Finnish, one English-Italian and one American) happened to be in Indonesia, I bought flights to Bali for a short 11-day trip. I stayed in Ubud for 1 night, 2 nights in Gili Trawangan, 6 nights in Lombok and two nights in Kuta, Bali before the flight back home. Fell in love with Ubud so I knew that I wanted to go back there at least. So I booked 9 nights in a beautiful place called Bije Sari Bisma, where I had a room in the second floor with a shower and a bath, big room and enough space to dance and a private balcony. Breakfast was really nice, I had my version of it, an omelette without sausages but a vegetarian version, small fruit salad and a fruit juice (pineapple or watermelon). Then I would either swim in the pool, with or without a mermaid tail - I wanted to practice swimming so I would know how to teach it later, and started creating also mermaid yoga and other exercises before swimming with one (at least kids need to strengthen some muscles beforehand) - stretch, yoga or dance in my room or balcony while listening to music, watch royal "history" - I feel like the series and movies these days are better history lessons than the bullshit that the countries that won had written - in France in the 1500s (The Reign, about the marriage of the Queen of Scotland and the crown prince of France), read a book by Caroline Myss called Anatomy of Spirit: The Seven Stages of Power and Healing (BIG thumbs up, explains how not living in harmony with your soul is slowly killing you and how to heal yourself by making the changes necessary) and other spiritual stuff I follow and wrote down thoughts and ideas that came to mind I felt like writing down.

Near the place I was staying at I found a restaurant called Black Pearl (pirates in Indonesia also ;) but that I knew already). A beautiful place with lovely art and I loved the food also, I ate there many times. Monkey forest was also close and the hotel manager took me there with his scooter. I had my camera with me and got some pretty cool videos of the monkeys. There were also many statues that I took pictures of. The art is just so interesting here, based on the statues I'd say that the history of this country is more than fascinating. Dragons, weird looking god-like beings.. I loved being in a forest, even though there were a lot of tourists.. I had a moment with a tree also while watching monkeys "fight" and shout to each other, felt the need of stretching there and I find it very soothing to stretch against trees. I feel that the energy in Bali is somewhat dark, and I hear that there's a lot of black magic here. After the monkey forest I walked back and saw coconuts for sale and I bought one and sat down to drink it there. Was talking to a local guy who was visiting his friend there and he told me about a gallery that had an event the next day where artists were drawing a naked model. Earlier in April I posted on my Instagram a picture of a naked woman and wrote that being a naked model is on my bucket list and I figured well that manifested quickly. I went to the event, but even though I prepared myself to do that, I didn't offer my nudity, only drew the Russian woman that modelled for us. She did maybe six to ten different postures, all about 10 to 20 minutes. But next time....maybe.

I had a fish treatment where the fish ate my dead skin and it felt funny, and I took a full body massage, where the man massaging me placed the towel on my bum many times, just to make sure it's properly placed... Ha ha, he just wanted to see my ass over and over again. Also the massage was supposed to be tension releasing and mostly from the back and neck area, but he spent almost the whole hour massaging my legs and thighs.. Yeah well, at some point I reminded him that I thought this was a back massage and he ended up massaging over an hour, though first he offered that I could buy an extra 30 minutes if I wanted. I told him that I'm sorry but I didn't get what I was sold and he continued a bit. Two days ago I had a much better massage here in Canggu, where I've now been since last Sunday. My friend Laura who organised two yoga retreats in a beautiful villa (last week and next week), wanted to offer me a massage for a thank you for one mermaid tail that I wanted her to have. So Laura, her assistant Amy and I went to have massages and it was sooo good. The lady (thank god) massaged my bum quite a bit but it felt actually really good. She really knew what she was doing. And she was good with the back too, and legs, thighs, arms etc. The table wasn't so good and I ended up hurting my neck, but that's okay, it's getting better after each stretch (though it hurts a lot at times..)

I don't remember what was it that I asked first, but both of these beautiful souls have had some interesting experiences with the spirit realm. Especially Laura, her dreams, astral travel and out of body experiences since childhood were amazing, but scary, and she never told anyone about them because she was scared what others might think or say. She said that she feels if some energy is in the room and can even hear their thoughts. Her local boyfriend too had some interesting experiences, for example he had a dream where he'd fight with an angel. And because of my interest in all these things including past lives, I've read and heard many stories, and I feel that my intuition gives me insight on what these might mean or be. Also I'm so happy that I met Amy, another soul sister for life. She has an amazing life story, horrible but also beautiful, and her history with fashion industry in Paris and vision for the future matches mine so I know for certain we are going to create something together. She's going to move to Morocco that just became my next go-to. There's black magic there as well and the rich-poor gap is huuuge, so yet another country that needs more love and light.

Tried surfing the other day, sunset surf. Was bad. It's really not my thing, at all. Not yet at least, not here. But everyday I do yoga and exercise in the pool, if there's one around. Here in Bali yes, but next week I fly back to Australia, there won't be pools no more. Oh wait, sorry I change my energy, because I actually want to manifest a place to teach mermaid swimming at. Hoping to find a hotel or other place that would be interested in hosting screaming and laughing girls a few hours a week. Before going back to Byron though I'm going to visit Noosa. For a few days. I heard it's beautiful too. Can't wait to get back now hah, it's funny how I'm excited for everything I decide to do. The places I go do their magic, and I'm ready for yet another chapter. Sometimes I feel that I don't have enough time to reflect on my journey, on all the things I've seen, done, experienced, thought and learned during this trip, these past few years or even my whole life, how far I've come from where I was to where I now am.. But then I remember that I have a choice every second to do that if I wish to, and know that I'll do that when I feel like doing it, that I don't have to make me do it or even think about it. And my subconscious knows everything that has ever happened and gives me information by intuition when I need it.

Full moon was beautiful, energetically intense though, for it was in Scorpio. Before that the north and the south nodes shifted from Pisces and Virgo to Aquarius and Leo for the next 18 months, so a lot of big changes in the energy world. I didn't sleep much during that time and woke up early to do some breathing and stretching. It's not easy being an open channel for my body feels the outside tension whenever there is someone else in the room that has lower energy. But what can I do, other than do what I can to release it from my body all over again. Amy and I went to look for temples but they were all locked so we ended up going to the beach and did some yoga and lied down looking at the stars. Was a beautiful moment. After that we had dinner and went back to the villa. One night I had two very weird dreams, as if they were either memories of past lives or actually happening in a parallel universe. In one I figured that a man and a witch-like older woman are trying to kill me and my sister (or friend) and I escaped and in the other I felt like a centaur is going to kill a beautiful man I knew I knew from somewhere the second our eyes met. Laura said that maybe that was happening NOW and he called me because he was scared. I don't know.. Just googled centaur and they were creatures in greek mythology. The man also looked like a greek god, his hair was long and blonde and eyes were blue (doesn't seem greek to me heh, but I think they once looked like that). Greece and greek mythology has always interested me, so I feel that there's definitely something for me regarding my soul's past. I want to go back there as well, with this new point of view.

I didn't know how much I love doing yoga with someone else, for I've done it by myself only except for a few lessons here and there, before I came here and we shared a flow with Laura. She did her own flow, I did mine, but it was amazing and very inspiring. The energy was wild and free with a free spirited music (I need to get spotify so I can follow both of the girls' playlists), and the villa had pillars that I used a lot! Loved them. They were like trees, but straight ones, and I used them for support and massage at the same time. When everyone else went to bed, my flow continued and when I went in my room, it continued with ideas and detailed visions for my future businesses so I took a pen and started writing. I love flows like that, but they don't come that often. At least when I'm not alone. I'm lucky though to have had time to be by myself a lot in the past two years. I love it. Laura asked me if I wanted to be her assistant in Septembers retreat, but it depends if I have earned enough money to fly here again. And maybe back to aus once again before going home for father's day. Now I've missed out on one father's day and one mother's day that's today. I don't want to miss another one. Not in a row at least. And next winter I want to go to Lapland. Never been there so it's about time. Maybe I organise a retreat there, we'll see! 8)

Yesterday I moved out of the villa and to a dorm in a beach house. Already met two of my roommates (Australian and Danish), both young and vegan and we went for a dinner in a vegetarian restaurant. It was really good but expensive compared to prices here, still very cheap compared to Finland (80.000 rupees so 8 AUD and maybe 5e?). The Shady Shack, lovely place outdoors, packed with people. We were so tired and indecisive when we saw the menu, that we barely understood what we read. All of the dishes sounded so good but we ended up ordering the same one, protein bowl. Probably going back there another time. I just had breakfast at the beach house, granola with dragonfruit, banana, papaya and mango and now I feel like coffee. And then I jump in the pool for a swim. Bye for now.

AND happy mother's day <3

Byebye Byron, Tolle's teachings and dorm life

Apparently I'm not that regular of a writer than I thought I'd be, even though I was living in a house with wifi. Sure I used it quite a bit, but mostly for researching or learning purposes and entertainment such as music for dancing or chords for playing guitar. Netflix sometimes for I really like learning about Royals' history and at the moment I'm watching The Last Kingdom. It's interesting how they divided people based on where they came from like danes, saxons, britons and how difficult it must have been being a king and deciding either to battle or kiss someone else's ass. And how they punished those that didn't kiss their ass. Thank God the world has changed, though there still exist horrible things and horrible minds wanting to control others by disgusting ways. Yet I feel that love is winning and the bad energies are slowly vanishing from this planet.

I said bye to Byron Bay last Friday. The last weeks were hectic and energetically overwhelming at times, but I learned a lot more about myself, my past self and how others see me (though everyone sees through their own eyes and experiences), healed many relationship issues (influenced by Venus in retrograde and full moon in Libra http://www.collective-evolution.com/2017/04/10/full-moon-in-libra-an-evolution-in-our-relationships/), bought a flight to Bali (flying on Friday!!!), a ticket to see Eckhart Tolle in Brisbane and one week stay at Bunk Brisbane, where I'm sleeping in an 8-bed dorm. Not sure how we manage to breathe there for there ain't no windows in the rooms nor the corridors... So you can only imagine the air being fresh... Air condition we do have though but I don't think that gives us any oxygen.

Last night I woke up to someone having sex in our room. Twice I've already experienced someone having sex below my bed. The first time they finished before they finished cause the girl realised I can feel the movement, but then we talked about it when she was a bit drunk two days after and she was embarrassed about it, I told her there's no need and that night they did it again haha. Couldn't sleep for an hour after that. Two more nights here and I'll be in Ubud, a town I fell in love with last year based on one day, 9 nights in a beautiful retreat place. Literally can not wait <3 I miss my own space and alone time. There I'll learn to swim with a mermaid tail and create a mermaid yoga, for kids have had near-drown experiences because they can't swim with a tail straight away. Need to strengthen back muscles (at least) first. I've tried swimming with one twice now, once we were in a waterpark in Byron with Bridgette's friend Michelle and her daughter Evie, who was pretty good swimming with one, but Atlas had a little bit worse experience.. And the second time was here at the hostel, one of my roommates tried it with me and she was so happy she said she's never gonna take it off. It's pretty fun hah. Also my friend Emmi was working in Gili Air in a reception in exchange for a free stay and free yoga, I'd LOVE to do the same. <3333

I've been wanting to fight for a while now, I used to do Muay Thai (thai boxing) a few years ago (almost ten years ago x) and sometimes I air box. It's a good way getting rid of negative energies that we absorb day to day basis. The other day I had a thought that maybe after 2 months in Indonesia I could go to Thailand for a bit. It'll be my birthday then so I don't know, maybe back to Byron to celebrate with people I know rather than with randoms or not at all.. Doesn't really matter at this point. But I guess Indonesia will give me answers to that. My beautiful friend Lizette is coming to Australia in July so I want to be back by then. Miss her a looot. She's as crazy as I am, so I feel like home when she's around haha. Plus we got some cool stuff to do. Though now that I've been in Brisbane for a few days, I feel like the city vibe is not for me. Especially when there's no nature here, makes it harder to breathe. I've been So Byron Bay is already whispering come back to me, but I might fly to Cairns and come down from there through Whitsunday Island (there's also Hook Island - I knew Australia is Neverland ;), Airlie beach and Noosa.

Eckhart Tolle was talking about the power of now, he's new book, and the awakening and even though I've been in the journey of awakening for some time, it was interesting how he spoke to people who might not have yet started it. I noticed the reactions of people around me to the words he said, realising that the negativity in their minds is their reality, not everyone's, and each of us has our own reality. He's doing a very good job for the awakening of humankind. The power of now includes everything, for there is no past nor future. Everything happens in the now. And thoughts are powerful. Anyway he's a funny dude, and a wise man. Way better explaining things than I am now, I'm so hungry, couldn't be bothered to go see the art at GoMA (Gallery of Modern Art) after seeing The Beauty and the Beast just now. Now I'm sitting at The Library Cafe eating quiche and salad. Oh I wish I was in Bali already. I need a massage. Though one guy from the hostel, physiotherapist, gave me one the other day in exchange for one from me, but it was very short. And in the movies I massaged my back with a massage stick that I took with me from Finland. Also I get to focus on me again and balance my energies. Might sound selfish but this past year for me (since my last birthday in June) - numerologically - has been a year of the hermit. So I really need a lot of alone time. And I love the eastern vibes. Can't wait to dance in my private room... And sing. Two more nights.......

Atlas' birthday was held on April 8th at the skate park in Suffolk park. He turned 6 and there were a bunch of kids and their parents there. It was good, Bridgette had an angry bird cake made and it was sooo good. I was the photographer but my laptop is too full I haven't been able to put them up yet. Taran's 5th birthday is this weekend and I want to send him a present. Also I want to send something to my godson, maybe from Indonesia. It's funny but they turn the time here as well, towards summer, so that it's dark before 6pm already. I don't get it. Why would they want dark earlier? I've seen snaps from Finland though and it's snowing there. Almost May and it's snowing. I hope summer will be better than spring. Finnish people really do need the sun hey.

Today is a new moon in Taurus. There are plenty of other stuff happening in the skies at the same time, you can read about it here http://www.collective-evolution.com/2017/04/25/new-moon-in-taurus-the-beginning-of-a-new-wave-of-energy/
New moons are good times to set intentions for the next six month period and Taurus is an earth sign, so connecting with the earth will also be a good idea. In Byron I found myself sitting in a tree near the house many times watching the stars. And here I've leaned against one almost every day. Some trees are good for climbing, though I might need a friend to do that with in a city...

In Indonesia I will only have time for myself and my creative stuff, or how ever I choose. At least I want to dance and write a lot. I'll be seeing my french friend Laura too, haven't seen her since our graduation from yoga teacher training course in India in March 2015. Will be so good to see her again. She's a crazy chick ;) In a good way. She's teaching two yoga retreats and I might teach her students my style. We'll see what I manage to create. Exciteeeeed!

Loooots of love to my family and friends in Finland, I've missed you all, and love you loads.

Xxx, Cecca

The Universe just throws people at you - if you're ready for them. Things and stuff also. For example today I got pink fluffy handcuffs and a inflatable dildo, balloon size (went to the bin after, by my friend). Probably leftovers from a bachelorette party. Practicing for the wedding night, hey? You go girls, hope you had fun in Byron. The idea to read someone's blog, I think, is to read it as slow as you would type it. Why, I don't know, the thought just popped up in my head. But think about Carrie Bradshaw and her voice. What I mean is, when you read slower, you get more. You can actually hear the writing in your mind, can't you? Whose voice is it by the way? Mine or yours? Anyway, at least it works for me, so could work for someone else too.

This coming Friday I've been travelling for 5 months, the longest time I've been out of my home country. (It's also my godson's birthday, he'll be 4, my favourite number since I can remember.) About the same length I was in India two years ago and in Greece in 2008. And I'm so glad I'm not going home yet. Still got stuff to do here. Manifesting takes a while to happen and I rather do it here in Byron Bay than in Finland. Next winter I need to be there though so I have a good time here creating my future and then I take my creations with me wherever I go. At least that's the plan and the plan is doing really well. Although plans do change, for everything changes while we grow and learn, unlearn and release. So I choose to surrender and let life happen inside of and around me.

Last week Bridgette and I went to the Crystal Castle, not far from Byron. Beautiful garden with reflexology paths, huge crystals and settings for them, a wishing tree, an Amethist cave, Buddha walk with statues of Hindu gods also, a restaurant, a crystal store and a book/card store. The crystals and the nature were so grounding and balancing that it was very relaxing. We also witnessed plants making music. On the way there I was driving, and whenever I drive, B's panicking about my driving skills, and everyone that's been in a car when I drive knows I'm good. And whenever she drives (much worse xD), I'm very chill. But I trust and I know that we are protected so all is good in my head. It's so funny cause we are very similar. I see me in her and she sees her in me. Both see ourselves when we were younger in the other, and probably also how we will be when we grow older, so it's pretty interesting. She also travelled a lot and has seen and experienced some hectic stuff. After she got Atlas almost 6 years ago (his birthday sooooon, he's an Aries, love them tooo) the travelling part stopped. Except that summer 2018 we're going to a little past life trip together - Egypt, Greece, Poland and Finland. Poland because Atlas' dad and 2 siblings live there. In Greece I think we might have to go to Parga, where I did my hotel practice ten years before. Funny how time flies. But I want to bring my work there too, it was my home for a while. If not Parga then whatever really, maybe an Island? When I was a kid, our family visited many Greek Islands, but I feel like the soul of my mum (probably all of ours) has been a Greek Goddess (or God) so it's only natural that we went there now that I know how the Universe works. And in Finland I want them to meet my family and maybe Lapland, I still haven't been there. Might do it next winter also, I'd love to see the stars, colours and the darkness. The mountains and the snow. Iglu hotel could be fun too. What's iglu in english? :DDDDD

On the weekend I had my first Byron home all for myself, cause Bec was enjoying her weekend out of town and the kids came home for Saturday from 6 until 15 so someone needed to be there. I loved it, danced and stretched a lot in my own energies and shook it off, shook off all the energies I had absorbed and it felt GOOOOOD. It can get hectic living in a house with kids. Or any other people for that matter haha. If they are busy or stressed. I was living alone for 2,5 years before I sold my unit. God I loved it. Best time ever. Yesterday I came back "home" - this is another house we have been staying for a while now, in town, but doesn't feel like home. We packed only the most important stuff with us. No wifi either, I miss wifi. Have a lot of work to do online. But it's good that I can write whenever the flow is on. Anyway I came home and three of Bridgette's oldest friends were there, with their children. So we had a full house (4 bedrooms and a sofa). Angels, mermaids and royals I saw in them, tho they are "normal" people in this life. Who is normal anyway? Those who others won't see as weird? Or those who are too afraid to be themselves so they act like everyone else? I see normality as a boring result of a test, where passionate and creative people are cut out as well as aggressive and silent ones. What happens in our minds, no one else can tell - except maybe soon when the energies rise even higher and collective consciousness expands more, we start communicating telepathically (I've already tried it), so that those that know how to do it, can tell. It won't happen overnight (or I don't know haha maybe for someone) so no stress but I'd start cleansing my mind from bad stuff. Life is much sweeter when the mind is free. Not free from any thoughts, that's not possible for you higher self is talking to you, but from the shitty ones that block your destiny and make you feel bad. Don't listen to the evil one on your shoulder, the angel has much better plan for you.

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I haven't been in town in a while but yesterday I felt it. After breakfast at Folk (in the industrial area) with Bridgette's guests, I felt like going to the beach for a swim (it's h o t). Ended up chilling on a big branch of an amazingly big tree in the middle of a park not even half way to the beach, where many homeless (among others) come escape the sun. My Indian friend Johan had sent me a link about an Ethiopian Christian King/Priest "Prester John", that they also called King of India (so many names one guy has) and figured he was this guy in one of his incarnations. I read the whole thing and thought that yup that's very possible. When I met him in Goa in October 2014, he told me so many crazy stories that pushed me towards this journey of spiritual awakening I'm on. And if I'm starting to remember my past lives, I bet there are others too. And everything you look for is looking for you, waiting for you to find them. By that I mean, for example, books you're meant to read, signs you're meant to see, words you are meant to hear, songs you are meant to hear, people you are meant to meet or texts you are meant to find that give clues of who you are in the soul level. Aaaaanyway (I always get lost in my thoughts haha), I keep connecting with homeless men around their fifties, today there were two of them who talked with me and couple more that just chilled there for a bit. One was an artist and paints aboriginal art in his tent. A guy about my age maybe wanted to guess where I'm from and we started talking. He told me my posture is good and that he's studied postures, and how the western teachings of how people should stand is wrong and that tribe people have proper postures. His grandma was a family tree researcher and tracked their blood line as far as 500 years. That's pretty cool I'd like to know mine too. I just signed in ancestry.com that he suggested, there's a two week free trial, no idea if I'll find out anything from there in that time but we'll see. And all these new series about kingdoms and vikings and all, huuuuh talk about history lessons! Too bad I'm not a fan of watching tv but at times it's good, especially if they are stories about history. Anyway all of them felt like royal souls to me. Also a 3 yo boy who stayed at ours felt like a prince and the way he was looking at me at times told me that his soul knew mine, I wonder where and in what way...

Now we're back in Suffolk in this gorgeous house <3333 We've missed it a lot, good vibes, good feng shui. Yesterday was the new moon in Aries, which is about new beginnings, fresh starts, pushing forward with passion and bringing life energy back there where it hasn't been in a while (spring). I went for a sunset swim and it was beautiful. I have a picture of it in instagram @ceccatravels. After that I cruised back to the town house and we cleaned it a bit and tomorrow morning we're going to clean it more for it's on aribnb and some guests are coming on friday. Today I misstepped and heard a crack and it hurt soooo bad. Had to hold it high so it wouldn't hurt, but it's alright now. A bit sore and swollen. Can't walk properly. Was thinking okay universe what do you want me to do now as I can't move really, and heard that this is a good time for making music, starting my business (or at least learning how to do it) and paint. Got a few canvases and paints. Yeii, alright okay, I'm up for it. No dancing for a while tho, or maybe with my right foot up...

Healing past life traumas, Melbourne getaway and unfolding of my dreams

"Let's go outside, look up at the stars tonight. See you in the fool's hour, you can meet me at the moon tower..."

https://soundcloud.com/dirtyheads/moon-tower

I love this song. It's mid-March already and I haven't posted anything in six weeks! I guess I didn't have the mood to write, or then so many things have been flying in my mind that it has been too hard to focus on which stories to write. Time flies and I gotta do this, so might as well do it now and see what happens.

What I've realised even more as I've gone through February and March - new Moon in Aquarius (new ideas, new ways) was just before the month changed, Full Moon in Leo (our inner power and truth), another new Moon in Pisces (our deepest desires) and another Full Moon in Virgo (releasing what weighs you down) - is that everything I've wanted is unfolding in Divine timing. Has it been challenging? For sure. Tough energies flowing through, not only from the moon cycle but there have been many planets in Aries (action) and many in Pisces as well (dreams) - also Venus went retrograde in the beginning of March and was in the shadow period before that, which means that relationships and love are being questioned, shook and revalued. So in order to be able to live our dream we must get rid of things that don't belong in our future. What love really is and how to show it in this new era of Golden Age that is slowly unfolding. This past weekend was a Full Moon in Virgo and if you haven't already made the changes necessary (have you an idea what the Universe is trying to show you?), you'll have even more intense and chaotic time during this cycle. It's time to release and move on. Otherwise you're not going to see what the Universe has in store for you. If you want to dig deeper, there are beautiful astrologers that write articles or talk about these planetary aspects on youtube, and it truly is an amazing world with the understanding of the energies and destiny we have no control over, only our free will not to follow our intuition.

Here's The Leo King's version about the new moon in Pisces https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqd7fBi0ac8 and here's about Venus retrograde from Higher Self, one of my favourite channels https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEoK0GdCpVU



What about me, how has my life changed? I'm living now in a beautiful house in Suffolk Park, Byron Bay, about 7km from the town (I can either use the bus, ride a bike or hitch-hike) and my new roommates are 5 yo Aries little brother Atlas (familiar with Aries, I have two Aries blood brothers, it's so funny for I see a lot of my older brother in him, but now I'm way older and get to tease more haha) his amazing cancer-rising sagi mother (I'm a sagi-rising cancer so we are very similar, understand each other and get along really well) and her gorgeous best friend Jojo who's the owner of the house. I have my own room, there's wifi here so I can do whatever I need to do online, the beach is just around the corner and we have started to create my vision. February - or the whole trip for that matter - has opened the doors to my past lives and it seems that I'm being pushed to meet specific people, so that their presence can unlock the memories, heal the past traumas or create something new.

February was definitely a month of changes as well as learning and teaching. The first two weeks were basically hanging out with Taran and Kanaia when they weren't at school, and/or when Bec wasn't home. We played with snapchat, the gym balls, once we saw a boy jumping on a trampoline next door and we went there to hang out with him, I read books to them before bed and in the school mornings Bec was working I made them breakfasts and lunches to school. When I was home alone I either danced, did something spiritual for example card readings or meditation, made up a tree healing yoga (might have mentioned it before) or wrote down future plans. Played some guitar also and practiced new songs. One weekend it was Becs' sister's birthday in Gold Coast and we stayed there for one night. There was a pool and Taran learned to swim! He's four, five in April or May (Taurus). One day him and I went to the Fish Heads (the outdoor pool place in Byron) and practiced swimming again. I remember when my youngest brother was three, I think I taught him to swim in Turkey =) Or helped at least. I was about nine. I also tried teaching him letters, and how to write a bit.

At times I felt the need to take the beautiful longboard by Globe under my shoes and just go, see what happens. So one day I stopped by a swing and did some funny exercises on it for example bridges and stuff and one guy shows up and starts chatting. I ended up going with him to the Arts Factory Backpackers Lodge which was sick!! (why do I feel like I've already written this..maybe on the other blog) Amazing place, they have dorms as well as tents there, and people are playing different instruments. The guy, Kelly, was from California (another connection) and we had amazing conversations. I think he's a star seed and he's been studying alchemy for example and he's created a filter of some kind so that you can drink water everywhere. Another time I was swinging in another park and two girls from Melbourne joined me. We started talking and we sat down for I had three new oracle card decks (Mermaids, Atlantis and Goddesses) I had just bought so we were doing readings to each other, when an Ariel look-a-like girl showed up and started to preach about love and forgiveness and all that and it was a magical moment all together.

After about two weeks in Byron my feet began to hurt, from just under the toes, it felt like there's some negative energy that wanted to come out and I tried stretching, massaging, walking on grass, sand and stones, put them against trees for their healing powers, I even got two massages from Bec and Sam and I cried both times. I remembered how my mom massaged my feet after my 4 month work trip to Greece and I cried every time. So something was going on. I reflected on my past, trying to find clues from there, and I remembered that as a kid when i went to bed, I used to tuck my feet under the blanket for I was scared someone's gonna cut my feet with a knife. Also I had dreams where I could breathe under water. And when I was in Egypt 2011, before scuba diving, I wanted to practice the breathing in a pool and I panicked there. And one day Bec and I went for a swim and I showed her how I used to swim sometimes, mermaid style back bend with feet crossed over each other and whirling (does it make sense) - I had a vision (funny word but a pictured thought) that someone cut my tail. Was it out of hate or love, that I don't know, but somehow I also believe that I was drowned for I'm a little it afraid of the sea. But these are just feelings. The California guy gave me a massage too when I saw him again and we exchanged massages, but I didn't cry anymore, so I guess that trauma is now healed. I don't get emotional anymore when I talk about the feet cutting fear, I used to before. I have thought tho if I met the pirates already who did me wrong heh and I think I might have.. Over a week ago in Nimbin probably.. Or the Shamans in SA, but they were more like kings, or that kind of vibe I got from them. Or my friend Sam haha, I don't know. Anyway all good now.

Also Janey told me about her past life regression where she actually saw herself in Atlantis in a circle where they were meditating in front of a huge crystal. And some random people I've met here in Byron, to me seem like Atlantean. One man in a bar when Leo, my English friend came down from the Gold Coast with his Brazilian friends and we hung out, told me I look like we've met in Egypt, Cleopatra time. I was like yup I agree, for I keep having feelings like that too of some people. On Valentine's day I got negative vibes from the company I was with and felt pretty bad so I needed some time to be by myself so I went for a walk and ended up massaging four locals, three natives and one lost mother who was sad for losing her children to their dads..

After almost 4 weeks in Byron Bay, I felt I needed some time out from the energies I moved myself into, so I took a flight to Melbourne to see some of the people I met in India two years ago. Stefan offered me a place to stay with him and his roommates Dylan (definitely knew him in Egypt) and Dave and for the first nights I slept on their living room because there was JJ, a dutch friend of Dylan's in the spare room before his flight to Sydney. When everyone else were at work, we hung out quite a bit, listening to beats, writing lyrics and exchanging stories and views of life and one day we went to Dylan's friend Chandra's place to do the exact same, except for Chandra made the beat whilst there and JJ recorded what he had written and it was sick!! (I see that my english takes on words here and there, depending on where I am and who I spend time with so sorry about that) I'm not that good of a rapper that I would've wanted to show my skills in the moment but I told JJ if he needed a female voice he could use me, maybe one day we record something together. I met some of my roommates' friends and Mazzie, Bobbie, Goss and Raudie that were in India as well. Went to an art gallery which was interesting, three artists made the paintings together. In the city I was taking pictures of a graffiti wall and a homeless man (his eyes were Atlantean) offered to take pics of me. I asked him what there is to see here and we went for a walk by the riverside. He told me about his life, why he's homeless and I told him stories about what I believe my past lives had been. He took more pictures of me so I practiced modelling a bit.

I also manifested time for netflix and stretching and found a mini series called A.D. It was about life after Jesus's crucifixion - SO GOOD. Somehow I feel like I knew Jesus, I even once had a dream where he was, so I loved watching it, another person's perspective about how Christianity spread and what was going on with the Roman Empire trying to stop the spreading. It was funny but I saw some people I know in the roles there, for example I saw my mom and dad, they easily could've been the governor and his wife (xD) When I was in Jerusalem last November, I would have wanted to go see Bethlehem but went there with a jew and it's weird but they are not allowed to go there. In Israel anyway I kept getting thoughts and signs that I used to know my god son here. I'd love to know more of my past lives, hoping to meet a proper psychic one day 8) Anyway, look at the world now 2000 years after. Christ consciousness is way on it's way to everyone. All Jesus did was spread love and healing, forgiving and praying. I want to do the same. Plus a loooot more!

Almost two weeks in Melbourne and the spirit organised me a new place to live in Byron, with a new little brother and a big sister. Her life story is incredible and how she got Atlas and what does it mean and how we found each other through Bec and what we are supposed to create together and all these things.. I'm so excited to be here and start working with her towards my goals this year! She's like one piece of my puzzle that angels guided me towards. Also I met a guy who's building a school of arts of some kind and he knows the guy I met in South Africa when we went to see the Shamans, that's teaching kids how to rap (I want to learn too x) and one of these days I'm gonna go work with them I hope! C r a z y how everything falls into place when I surrender to the higher powers. Also at the airport while I was waiting for a bus to Byron Bay, I met a dutch girl, a beautiful fairy/mermaid, and we couldn't stop talking on the bus hahah everything about mermaids, fairies, past lives, twin flames, universal laws, etc and we hung out and sang and played guitar and created more of the mermaid vision and she's coming here tomorrow again! We did a trip to Nimbin with an English guy and oh boy what happened there...

Tired now so that story next time. Need to catch up with Sophie first, if she remembers more of the conversations than I do...=) Thank you God for this beautiful journey you've given me and bless you people. Have a great week y'all, I try and write more often now that I finally did this.

XXX Cecca