The Universe just throws people at you - if you're ready for them. Things and stuff also. For example today I got pink fluffy handcuffs and a inflatable dildo, balloon size (went to the bin after, by my friend). Probably leftovers from a bachelorette party. Practicing for the wedding night, hey? You go girls, hope you had fun in Byron. The idea to read someone's blog, I think, is to read it as slow as you would type it. Why, I don't know, the thought just popped up in my head. But think about Carrie Bradshaw and her voice. What I mean is, when you read slower, you get more. You can actually hear the writing in your mind, can't you? Whose voice is it by the way? Mine or yours? Anyway, at least it works for me, so could work for someone else too.

This coming Friday I've been travelling for 5 months, the longest time I've been out of my home country. (It's also my godson's birthday, he'll be 4, my favourite number since I can remember.) About the same length I was in India two years ago and in Greece in 2008. And I'm so glad I'm not going home yet. Still got stuff to do here. Manifesting takes a while to happen and I rather do it here in Byron Bay than in Finland. Next winter I need to be there though so I have a good time here creating my future and then I take my creations with me wherever I go. At least that's the plan and the plan is doing really well. Although plans do change, for everything changes while we grow and learn, unlearn and release. So I choose to surrender and let life happen inside of and around me.

Last week Bridgette and I went to the Crystal Castle, not far from Byron. Beautiful garden with reflexology paths, huge crystals and settings for them, a wishing tree, an Amethist cave, Buddha walk with statues of Hindu gods also, a restaurant, a crystal store and a book/card store. The crystals and the nature were so grounding and balancing that it was very relaxing. We also witnessed plants making music. On the way there I was driving, and whenever I drive, B's panicking about my driving skills, and everyone that's been in a car when I drive knows I'm good. And whenever she drives (much worse xD), I'm very chill. But I trust and I know that we are protected so all is good in my head. It's so funny cause we are very similar. I see me in her and she sees her in me. Both see ourselves when we were younger in the other, and probably also how we will be when we grow older, so it's pretty interesting. She also travelled a lot and has seen and experienced some hectic stuff. After she got Atlas almost 6 years ago (his birthday sooooon, he's an Aries, love them tooo) the travelling part stopped. Except that summer 2018 we're going to a little past life trip together - Egypt, Greece, Poland and Finland. Poland because Atlas' dad and 2 siblings live there. In Greece I think we might have to go to Parga, where I did my hotel practice ten years before. Funny how time flies. But I want to bring my work there too, it was my home for a while. If not Parga then whatever really, maybe an Island? When I was a kid, our family visited many Greek Islands, but I feel like the soul of my mum (probably all of ours) has been a Greek Goddess (or God) so it's only natural that we went there now that I know how the Universe works. And in Finland I want them to meet my family and maybe Lapland, I still haven't been there. Might do it next winter also, I'd love to see the stars, colours and the darkness. The mountains and the snow. Iglu hotel could be fun too. What's iglu in english? :DDDDD

On the weekend I had my first Byron home all for myself, cause Bec was enjoying her weekend out of town and the kids came home for Saturday from 6 until 15 so someone needed to be there. I loved it, danced and stretched a lot in my own energies and shook it off, shook off all the energies I had absorbed and it felt GOOOOOD. It can get hectic living in a house with kids. Or any other people for that matter haha. If they are busy or stressed. I was living alone for 2,5 years before I sold my unit. God I loved it. Best time ever. Yesterday I came back "home" - this is another house we have been staying for a while now, in town, but doesn't feel like home. We packed only the most important stuff with us. No wifi either, I miss wifi. Have a lot of work to do online. But it's good that I can write whenever the flow is on. Anyway I came home and three of Bridgette's oldest friends were there, with their children. So we had a full house (4 bedrooms and a sofa). Angels, mermaids and royals I saw in them, tho they are "normal" people in this life. Who is normal anyway? Those who others won't see as weird? Or those who are too afraid to be themselves so they act like everyone else? I see normality as a boring result of a test, where passionate and creative people are cut out as well as aggressive and silent ones. What happens in our minds, no one else can tell - except maybe soon when the energies rise even higher and collective consciousness expands more, we start communicating telepathically (I've already tried it), so that those that know how to do it, can tell. It won't happen overnight (or I don't know haha maybe for someone) so no stress but I'd start cleansing my mind from bad stuff. Life is much sweeter when the mind is free. Not free from any thoughts, that's not possible for you higher self is talking to you, but from the shitty ones that block your destiny and make you feel bad. Don't listen to the evil one on your shoulder, the angel has much better plan for you.

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I haven't been in town in a while but yesterday I felt it. After breakfast at Folk (in the industrial area) with Bridgette's guests, I felt like going to the beach for a swim (it's h o t). Ended up chilling on a big branch of an amazingly big tree in the middle of a park not even half way to the beach, where many homeless (among others) come escape the sun. My Indian friend Johan had sent me a link about an Ethiopian Christian King/Priest "Prester John", that they also called King of India (so many names one guy has) and figured he was this guy in one of his incarnations. I read the whole thing and thought that yup that's very possible. When I met him in Goa in October 2014, he told me so many crazy stories that pushed me towards this journey of spiritual awakening I'm on. And if I'm starting to remember my past lives, I bet there are others too. And everything you look for is looking for you, waiting for you to find them. By that I mean, for example, books you're meant to read, signs you're meant to see, words you are meant to hear, songs you are meant to hear, people you are meant to meet or texts you are meant to find that give clues of who you are in the soul level. Aaaaanyway (I always get lost in my thoughts haha), I keep connecting with homeless men around their fifties, today there were two of them who talked with me and couple more that just chilled there for a bit. One was an artist and paints aboriginal art in his tent. A guy about my age maybe wanted to guess where I'm from and we started talking. He told me my posture is good and that he's studied postures, and how the western teachings of how people should stand is wrong and that tribe people have proper postures. His grandma was a family tree researcher and tracked their blood line as far as 500 years. That's pretty cool I'd like to know mine too. I just signed in ancestry.com that he suggested, there's a two week free trial, no idea if I'll find out anything from there in that time but we'll see. And all these new series about kingdoms and vikings and all, huuuuh talk about history lessons! Too bad I'm not a fan of watching tv but at times it's good, especially if they are stories about history. Anyway all of them felt like royal souls to me. Also a 3 yo boy who stayed at ours felt like a prince and the way he was looking at me at times told me that his soul knew mine, I wonder where and in what way...

Now we're back in Suffolk in this gorgeous house <3333 We've missed it a lot, good vibes, good feng shui. Yesterday was the new moon in Aries, which is about new beginnings, fresh starts, pushing forward with passion and bringing life energy back there where it hasn't been in a while (spring). I went for a sunset swim and it was beautiful. I have a picture of it in instagram @ceccatravels. After that I cruised back to the town house and we cleaned it a bit and tomorrow morning we're going to clean it more for it's on aribnb and some guests are coming on friday. Today I misstepped and heard a crack and it hurt soooo bad. Had to hold it high so it wouldn't hurt, but it's alright now. A bit sore and swollen. Can't walk properly. Was thinking okay universe what do you want me to do now as I can't move really, and heard that this is a good time for making music, starting my business (or at least learning how to do it) and paint. Got a few canvases and paints. Yeii, alright okay, I'm up for it. No dancing for a while tho, or maybe with my right foot up...

Healing past life traumas, Melbourne getaway and unfolding of my dreams

"Let's go outside, look up at the stars tonight. See you in the fool's hour, you can meet me at the moon tower..."

https://soundcloud.com/dirtyheads/moon-tower

I love this song. It's mid-March already and I haven't posted anything in six weeks! I guess I didn't have the mood to write, or then so many things have been flying in my mind that it has been too hard to focus on which stories to write. Time flies and I gotta do this, so might as well do it now and see what happens.

What I've realised even more as I've gone through February and March - new Moon in Aquarius (new ideas, new ways) was just before the month changed, Full Moon in Leo (our inner power and truth), another new Moon in Pisces (our deepest desires) and another Full Moon in Virgo (releasing what weighs you down) - is that everything I've wanted is unfolding in Divine timing. Has it been challenging? For sure. Tough energies flowing through, not only from the moon cycle but there have been many planets in Aries (action) and many in Pisces as well (dreams) - also Venus went retrograde in the beginning of March and was in the shadow period before that, which means that relationships and love are being questioned, shook and revalued. So in order to be able to live our dream we must get rid of things that don't belong in our future. What love really is and how to show it in this new era of Golden Age that is slowly unfolding. This past weekend was a Full Moon in Virgo and if you haven't already made the changes necessary (have you an idea what the Universe is trying to show you?), you'll have even more intense and chaotic time during this cycle. It's time to release and move on. Otherwise you're not going to see what the Universe has in store for you. If you want to dig deeper, there are beautiful astrologers that write articles or talk about these planetary aspects on youtube, and it truly is an amazing world with the understanding of the energies and destiny we have no control over, only our free will not to follow our intuition.

Here's The Leo King's version about the new moon in Pisces https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqd7fBi0ac8 and here's about Venus retrograde from Higher Self, one of my favourite channels https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEoK0GdCpVU



What about me, how has my life changed? I'm living now in a beautiful house in Suffolk Park, Byron Bay, about 7km from the town (I can either use the bus, ride a bike or hitch-hike) and my new roommates are 5 yo Aries little brother Atlas (familiar with Aries, I have two Aries blood brothers, it's so funny for I see a lot of my older brother in him, but now I'm way older and get to tease more haha) his amazing cancer-rising sagi mother (I'm a sagi-rising cancer so we are very similar, understand each other and get along really well) and her gorgeous best friend Jojo who's the owner of the house. I have my own room, there's wifi here so I can do whatever I need to do online, the beach is just around the corner and we have started to create my vision. February - or the whole trip for that matter - has opened the doors to my past lives and it seems that I'm being pushed to meet specific people, so that their presence can unlock the memories, heal the past traumas or create something new.

February was definitely a month of changes as well as learning and teaching. The first two weeks were basically hanging out with Taran and Kanaia when they weren't at school, and/or when Bec wasn't home. We played with snapchat, the gym balls, once we saw a boy jumping on a trampoline next door and we went there to hang out with him, I read books to them before bed and in the school mornings Bec was working I made them breakfasts and lunches to school. When I was home alone I either danced, did something spiritual for example card readings or meditation, made up a tree healing yoga (might have mentioned it before) or wrote down future plans. Played some guitar also and practiced new songs. One weekend it was Becs' sister's birthday in Gold Coast and we stayed there for one night. There was a pool and Taran learned to swim! He's four, five in April or May (Taurus). One day him and I went to the Fish Heads (the outdoor pool place in Byron) and practiced swimming again. I remember when my youngest brother was three, I think I taught him to swim in Turkey =) Or helped at least. I was about nine. I also tried teaching him letters, and how to write a bit.

At times I felt the need to take the beautiful longboard by Globe under my shoes and just go, see what happens. So one day I stopped by a swing and did some funny exercises on it for example bridges and stuff and one guy shows up and starts chatting. I ended up going with him to the Arts Factory Backpackers Lodge which was sick!! (why do I feel like I've already written this..maybe on the other blog) Amazing place, they have dorms as well as tents there, and people are playing different instruments. The guy, Kelly, was from California (another connection) and we had amazing conversations. I think he's a star seed and he's been studying alchemy for example and he's created a filter of some kind so that you can drink water everywhere. Another time I was swinging in another park and two girls from Melbourne joined me. We started talking and we sat down for I had three new oracle card decks (Mermaids, Atlantis and Goddesses) I had just bought so we were doing readings to each other, when an Ariel look-a-like girl showed up and started to preach about love and forgiveness and all that and it was a magical moment all together.

After about two weeks in Byron my feet began to hurt, from just under the toes, it felt like there's some negative energy that wanted to come out and I tried stretching, massaging, walking on grass, sand and stones, put them against trees for their healing powers, I even got two massages from Bec and Sam and I cried both times. I remembered how my mom massaged my feet after my 4 month work trip to Greece and I cried every time. So something was going on. I reflected on my past, trying to find clues from there, and I remembered that as a kid when i went to bed, I used to tuck my feet under the blanket for I was scared someone's gonna cut my feet with a knife. Also I had dreams where I could breathe under water. And when I was in Egypt 2011, before scuba diving, I wanted to practice the breathing in a pool and I panicked there. And one day Bec and I went for a swim and I showed her how I used to swim sometimes, mermaid style back bend with feet crossed over each other and whirling (does it make sense) - I had a vision (funny word but a pictured thought) that someone cut my tail. Was it out of hate or love, that I don't know, but somehow I also believe that I was drowned for I'm a little it afraid of the sea. But these are just feelings. The California guy gave me a massage too when I saw him again and we exchanged massages, but I didn't cry anymore, so I guess that trauma is now healed. I don't get emotional anymore when I talk about the feet cutting fear, I used to before. I have thought tho if I met the pirates already who did me wrong heh and I think I might have.. Over a week ago in Nimbin probably.. Or the Shamans in SA, but they were more like kings, or that kind of vibe I got from them. Or my friend Sam haha, I don't know. Anyway all good now.

Also Janey told me about her past life regression where she actually saw herself in Atlantis in a circle where they were meditating in front of a huge crystal. And some random people I've met here in Byron, to me seem like Atlantean. One man in a bar when Leo, my English friend came down from the Gold Coast with his Brazilian friends and we hung out, told me I look like we've met in Egypt, Cleopatra time. I was like yup I agree, for I keep having feelings like that too of some people. On Valentine's day I got negative vibes from the company I was with and felt pretty bad so I needed some time to be by myself so I went for a walk and ended up massaging four locals, three natives and one lost mother who was sad for losing her children to their dads..

After almost 4 weeks in Byron Bay, I felt I needed some time out from the energies I moved myself into, so I took a flight to Melbourne to see some of the people I met in India two years ago. Stefan offered me a place to stay with him and his roommates Dylan (definitely knew him in Egypt) and Dave and for the first nights I slept on their living room because there was JJ, a dutch friend of Dylan's in the spare room before his flight to Sydney. When everyone else were at work, we hung out quite a bit, listening to beats, writing lyrics and exchanging stories and views of life and one day we went to Dylan's friend Chandra's place to do the exact same, except for Chandra made the beat whilst there and JJ recorded what he had written and it was sick!! (I see that my english takes on words here and there, depending on where I am and who I spend time with so sorry about that) I'm not that good of a rapper that I would've wanted to show my skills in the moment but I told JJ if he needed a female voice he could use me, maybe one day we record something together. I met some of my roommates' friends and Mazzie, Bobbie, Goss and Raudie that were in India as well. Went to an art gallery which was interesting, three artists made the paintings together. In the city I was taking pictures of a graffiti wall and a homeless man (his eyes were Atlantean) offered to take pics of me. I asked him what there is to see here and we went for a walk by the riverside. He told me about his life, why he's homeless and I told him stories about what I believe my past lives had been. He took more pictures of me so I practiced modelling a bit.

I also manifested time for netflix and stretching and found a mini series called A.D. It was about life after Jesus's crucifixion - SO GOOD. Somehow I feel like I knew Jesus, I even once had a dream where he was, so I loved watching it, another person's perspective about how Christianity spread and what was going on with the Roman Empire trying to stop the spreading. It was funny but I saw some people I know in the roles there, for example I saw my mom and dad, they easily could've been the governor and his wife (xD) When I was in Jerusalem last November, I would have wanted to go see Bethlehem but went there with a jew and it's weird but they are not allowed to go there. In Israel anyway I kept getting thoughts and signs that I used to know my god son here. I'd love to know more of my past lives, hoping to meet a proper psychic one day 8) Anyway, look at the world now 2000 years after. Christ consciousness is way on it's way to everyone. All Jesus did was spread love and healing, forgiving and praying. I want to do the same. Plus a loooot more!

Almost two weeks in Melbourne and the spirit organised me a new place to live in Byron, with a new little brother and a big sister. Her life story is incredible and how she got Atlas and what does it mean and how we found each other through Bec and what we are supposed to create together and all these things.. I'm so excited to be here and start working with her towards my goals this year! She's like one piece of my puzzle that angels guided me towards. Also I met a guy who's building a school of arts of some kind and he knows the guy I met in South Africa when we went to see the Shamans, that's teaching kids how to rap (I want to learn too x) and one of these days I'm gonna go work with them I hope! C r a z y how everything falls into place when I surrender to the higher powers. Also at the airport while I was waiting for a bus to Byron Bay, I met a dutch girl, a beautiful fairy/mermaid, and we couldn't stop talking on the bus hahah everything about mermaids, fairies, past lives, twin flames, universal laws, etc and we hung out and sang and played guitar and created more of the mermaid vision and she's coming here tomorrow again! We did a trip to Nimbin with an English guy and oh boy what happened there...

Tired now so that story next time. Need to catch up with Sophie first, if she remembers more of the conversations than I do...=) Thank you God for this beautiful journey you've given me and bless you people. Have a great week y'all, I try and write more often now that I finally did this.

XXX Cecca