Going, going, gone..... I don't know what to say, hey. You know it's hard to decide what to write sometimes, for many things that have happened, I rather leave unwritten. And the fact that the last time I wrote was in July, just means that too much has been going on and whenever I have quiet time for myself I much rather use it doing yoga or write my diary or plan my next moves.
My next moves.. Thank god for moon phases, full moon in Aries a few days ago was supposed to be letting go of everything unhealthy and toxic in my life. Liz and Jesse left this morning ( YES SHE WAS HERE ) and she kinda got me to an unhealthy road, but so that I finally say goodbye to all those things I have been saying goodbye to for a long time. Our time together, almost four weeks, was insane. Or not that insane though, we had a lot of chill time too. But when two powerful weirdos meet up and create a third energy together, it attracts a bunch of other weirdos, or at least people that are open to weird stuff. I mean, the conversations we've had with strangers or not so strangers to me, have hopefully changed some people's perspective on life and the universe. One artist for example, who wants to paint me as a mermaid, said he is from Mars and he's in contact with aliens. He offered a healing session to us and haha that was awkward and funny.
In Canberra we danced salsa, had a photoshoot by a couple, which was a nice practice being in front of a camera. We tried a little bit ourselves before that, playing around in the city. I stayed at Jesse's, at the air force academy and I had his car available which was awesome cause Canberra is a city where everything is far away. Liz lived 13 km from his house. So it was perfect. I would not live in Canberra tho. Next place was Sydney, I went there the next week to see Lucien, Jordan and Oly. Had some beers with them, a street art tour and one night at Lucien and Jordy's and had dinner with Evie, Michelle and Ian and stayed at their's for two nights, then with Ian's son Damien and his roommates for the weekend when Liz arrived. Dipped in the ocean in Bondi, danced at the Beach Road with the boys and on Sunday Jesse came to pick us up and we drove up to Byron. Just before Broken Head Road - I was driving - something happened and two tyres flat ........ what? Jesse was pissed. There was a broken glass bottle on the ground though... It was just before midnight. A taxi drove past and we hopped in it to go to Hayters Drive (my ex house), chilled a little with Kinta and Bonham when he got home, slept there for the night, and in the morning figured out the car and new tyres and that shit. =) Perfect start for the holiday....not. Jesse left to Brisbane that evening to visit his friends and family there, and Liz and I stayed there until Friday, when we moved into Becs house in town. The weather wasn't too good and I was working some days to get some cash. Liz also was a little sick so we couldn't do the mermaid school or surfing or many other things we were planning on doing. I remember I got sick but from my feet the first time I came to Byron.
We played guitar and sang, now with all the new experiences and ideas we can plan our next encounter, wether it'll be in Sydney, Canberra or Byron Bay. School holidays in college start in November, 17th maybe, and school holidays in Byron Bay start 18th of December, so I've been planning on programs for the summer. After school programs, weekend programs, summer programs. Mermaid days, Warrior days, Atlantis days, creating plays with pirates, warriors, mermaids, peter pan and fairies, practicing fighting skills, balances, gaining strength, dancing, making music, ... Ah can't wait for my mermaidwarriorhood to materialise. <3 It's only a matter of time.
Today I have a day off and I've been at green garage for a few hours, planning, writing, and doing other wifi stuff and in a minute I'm gonna go to a yoga studio called Heartspace. The other night when Liz was still here and we were at the sunset drum circle with longboards, this man stopped us saying something and he looked like Atlantean so I talked with him, he's a yoga teacher as well and teaches about astrology, ayurveda, anatomy and stuff so I figured there's a good connection. Ah the connections we made while hitch-hiking to town, one guys parents own a banana and avocado farm and I asked if they needed workers to pick bananas, just in case aha. Also I really love bananas xD And avocados. My favourite fruits. One girl that picked us up is a history teacher in Ballina, and worked in museums and she knows a lot about Ancient Egypt and Native Australians (don't know why they are called aboriginals, cause in fact they are the originals, so I just call them Natives). One man picked us up and his older daughter is an actress. Lives in Melbourne though, but her friend is a yoga teacher and she gave me her digits. One lady we met at green garage and she teaches about voice tones, like how our tones have roots somewhere and how we lack some tones because of life traumas or negative experiences and how to get back your whole voice. Very interesting, also she and her sister they had a business where they made death a beautiful life circle celebration. I got many ideas from her to bring back to Finland, where my sister and mum are both in near death and healing jobs, as a nurse and a practical nurse with healing hands. I really want to start a healing centre in Finland at some point in my life. People need healing, spiritually, emotionally and physically. And I'm getting pretty good at that.
Energetically I've been on fire, I mean it's funny to see how other people react to my presence. Wish I could be someone else meeting me. So many say something about my energy and I try to explain it even though I don't know what it feels like. Feels like energy flows through me all the time and some chakras flow more than others, also I feel like I sense negative thoughts about me in my body and it doesn't feel nice. Then again I just shake it off of my body and move on with my own happy vibe. There are more important and beautiful things to focus on than that. Might start making music with Brendan, I want to hear our voices together. Also I've been writing small poems on my instagram @mermaidwarriorhood and I want to continue that, I love making rhymes. And with lyrics written already it's easier to make songs.
There's a place called Ninjaplay opening it's doors next month as well. Gotta go check it out, maybe even with some of my little ninjas. I started swimming two days ago at the Byron pool, there's a Norwegian viking working there and I asked him already if I could swim with a tail there, yes of course! Awesome, might go with Kanaia one day this week. I might move in to Derinda's garage, she's been cleaning it and emptying it. There I'd have two little warriormermaids, one 3 yo and one 9 yo, Kanaias class mate. Or in a tent, with an Estonian old soul brother, who's exactly like my youngest brother, but with an amazing happy energy and a lot of knowledge. He'll help me teach kids, we already hung out with Atlas and Arlo, climbing trees and stick fighting. Now all I have to do is make some ads, go to the parks to do free trials for few hours so people can see us and try what's going on, and get ready for what is to come. Apparently November is going to be amazing. Astrologically speaking.
Watched two awesome movies, Wonder Woman (an amazonian warrior helps win the war) and Joseph - the king of dreams (a special child that has an amazing life path ahead), and I'll just say that history is incredible. I want to know more and more about powerful game changers this planet has raised and carried in it's energy. Past life stuff has been in the surface in my life for months now and my intuition is getting stronger. About a month ago I met my past life killer, I was doing yoga in a tree in town and a drunk man showed up eating something. I started talking so he wouldn't spook when he noticed me and when I went closer to hear his at times mumbling, his face was exactly like the man in my umm.. not dreams but in an image I used to see as a kid. I was afraid of someone cutting my feet when I went to bed so I used to tuck my feet under the blanket. Well, I guess the universe wanted us to meet so we can heal the soul trauma. Even though he would have wanted to take me to his home and have sex with me acting a little bit too sexually, I was only laughing and not afraid of anything. I know my powers and I know I'm protected whatever happens. It' s funny, how I've changed in the past few years. It's like I've found my soul, made peace with past and healed at least some of the traumas my soul has experienced (not sure if there's something else yet to come) and now I can create something for this life. With all the knowledge and wisdom I've gained from all the lives I've already lived. I know, I'm crazy. Or I guess that's the word people who fear unordinary things use. But I'm very aware and open for new information, that I happen to get as downloads from source, or that's how people like me describe the stuff that happens. The downloads are funny actually, it's like so much happens in your mind at the same time, so many thoughts and thought processes about for example how the earth is created, as in what is inside it, uh and everything, it's hard to explain cause it's just information that I get as visions and whenever I try to explain it I don't know how. Not yet at least. Maybe I get more information later and write about it..... But it's funny. I love my mind. And I know we don't live in the past, but what if - WHAT IF the past lives in us. And when we are not aware of it we can't really heal it. We have died many times, some of the deaths might not have been relaxing, considering our history of wars and other cruelty towards humankind, weirdos especially. ... Okay, time for me to move on this beautiful Wednesday. Eat something and do some yoga. I love it here. This is a paradise.
Wrote lyrics to Country Roads:
Byron Bay, what can I say
I changed my ways in Byron Bay
Healed my soul there
Met my soul tribe there
Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Byron Bay, what can I say
I cleared my way in Byron Bay
Learned my lessons
Got my blessings
In Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Byron Bay, what can I say
My inner child came out to play
Climbing trees and
Connecting with the land
Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Byron Bay, what can I say
Life worth to wait is work in play
Gained new wisdom
Loved my new kingdom
called Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Ahahah well actually I just wrote the last three verses. The first one I had ready and second one but I've forgotten the lyrics so. They might still change, but something to sing for now aha. Have a good rest of this month, hopefully I'll get back before I'm back in Finland. No idea when yet, but my visa expires 13th or 14th of January and I should go back to school, for the final year. See ya'sssss xxxx
My next moves.. Thank god for moon phases, full moon in Aries a few days ago was supposed to be letting go of everything unhealthy and toxic in my life. Liz and Jesse left this morning ( YES SHE WAS HERE ) and she kinda got me to an unhealthy road, but so that I finally say goodbye to all those things I have been saying goodbye to for a long time. Our time together, almost four weeks, was insane. Or not that insane though, we had a lot of chill time too. But when two powerful weirdos meet up and create a third energy together, it attracts a bunch of other weirdos, or at least people that are open to weird stuff. I mean, the conversations we've had with strangers or not so strangers to me, have hopefully changed some people's perspective on life and the universe. One artist for example, who wants to paint me as a mermaid, said he is from Mars and he's in contact with aliens. He offered a healing session to us and haha that was awkward and funny.
In Canberra we danced salsa, had a photoshoot by a couple, which was a nice practice being in front of a camera. We tried a little bit ourselves before that, playing around in the city. I stayed at Jesse's, at the air force academy and I had his car available which was awesome cause Canberra is a city where everything is far away. Liz lived 13 km from his house. So it was perfect. I would not live in Canberra tho. Next place was Sydney, I went there the next week to see Lucien, Jordan and Oly. Had some beers with them, a street art tour and one night at Lucien and Jordy's and had dinner with Evie, Michelle and Ian and stayed at their's for two nights, then with Ian's son Damien and his roommates for the weekend when Liz arrived. Dipped in the ocean in Bondi, danced at the Beach Road with the boys and on Sunday Jesse came to pick us up and we drove up to Byron. Just before Broken Head Road - I was driving - something happened and two tyres flat ........ what? Jesse was pissed. There was a broken glass bottle on the ground though... It was just before midnight. A taxi drove past and we hopped in it to go to Hayters Drive (my ex house), chilled a little with Kinta and Bonham when he got home, slept there for the night, and in the morning figured out the car and new tyres and that shit. =) Perfect start for the holiday....not. Jesse left to Brisbane that evening to visit his friends and family there, and Liz and I stayed there until Friday, when we moved into Becs house in town. The weather wasn't too good and I was working some days to get some cash. Liz also was a little sick so we couldn't do the mermaid school or surfing or many other things we were planning on doing. I remember I got sick but from my feet the first time I came to Byron.
We played guitar and sang, now with all the new experiences and ideas we can plan our next encounter, wether it'll be in Sydney, Canberra or Byron Bay. School holidays in college start in November, 17th maybe, and school holidays in Byron Bay start 18th of December, so I've been planning on programs for the summer. After school programs, weekend programs, summer programs. Mermaid days, Warrior days, Atlantis days, creating plays with pirates, warriors, mermaids, peter pan and fairies, practicing fighting skills, balances, gaining strength, dancing, making music, ... Ah can't wait for my mermaidwarriorhood to materialise. <3 It's only a matter of time.
Today I have a day off and I've been at green garage for a few hours, planning, writing, and doing other wifi stuff and in a minute I'm gonna go to a yoga studio called Heartspace. The other night when Liz was still here and we were at the sunset drum circle with longboards, this man stopped us saying something and he looked like Atlantean so I talked with him, he's a yoga teacher as well and teaches about astrology, ayurveda, anatomy and stuff so I figured there's a good connection. Ah the connections we made while hitch-hiking to town, one guys parents own a banana and avocado farm and I asked if they needed workers to pick bananas, just in case aha. Also I really love bananas xD And avocados. My favourite fruits. One girl that picked us up is a history teacher in Ballina, and worked in museums and she knows a lot about Ancient Egypt and Native Australians (don't know why they are called aboriginals, cause in fact they are the originals, so I just call them Natives). One man picked us up and his older daughter is an actress. Lives in Melbourne though, but her friend is a yoga teacher and she gave me her digits. One lady we met at green garage and she teaches about voice tones, like how our tones have roots somewhere and how we lack some tones because of life traumas or negative experiences and how to get back your whole voice. Very interesting, also she and her sister they had a business where they made death a beautiful life circle celebration. I got many ideas from her to bring back to Finland, where my sister and mum are both in near death and healing jobs, as a nurse and a practical nurse with healing hands. I really want to start a healing centre in Finland at some point in my life. People need healing, spiritually, emotionally and physically. And I'm getting pretty good at that.
Energetically I've been on fire, I mean it's funny to see how other people react to my presence. Wish I could be someone else meeting me. So many say something about my energy and I try to explain it even though I don't know what it feels like. Feels like energy flows through me all the time and some chakras flow more than others, also I feel like I sense negative thoughts about me in my body and it doesn't feel nice. Then again I just shake it off of my body and move on with my own happy vibe. There are more important and beautiful things to focus on than that. Might start making music with Brendan, I want to hear our voices together. Also I've been writing small poems on my instagram @mermaidwarriorhood and I want to continue that, I love making rhymes. And with lyrics written already it's easier to make songs.
There's a place called Ninjaplay opening it's doors next month as well. Gotta go check it out, maybe even with some of my little ninjas. I started swimming two days ago at the Byron pool, there's a Norwegian viking working there and I asked him already if I could swim with a tail there, yes of course! Awesome, might go with Kanaia one day this week. I might move in to Derinda's garage, she's been cleaning it and emptying it. There I'd have two little warriormermaids, one 3 yo and one 9 yo, Kanaias class mate. Or in a tent, with an Estonian old soul brother, who's exactly like my youngest brother, but with an amazing happy energy and a lot of knowledge. He'll help me teach kids, we already hung out with Atlas and Arlo, climbing trees and stick fighting. Now all I have to do is make some ads, go to the parks to do free trials for few hours so people can see us and try what's going on, and get ready for what is to come. Apparently November is going to be amazing. Astrologically speaking.
Watched two awesome movies, Wonder Woman (an amazonian warrior helps win the war) and Joseph - the king of dreams (a special child that has an amazing life path ahead), and I'll just say that history is incredible. I want to know more and more about powerful game changers this planet has raised and carried in it's energy. Past life stuff has been in the surface in my life for months now and my intuition is getting stronger. About a month ago I met my past life killer, I was doing yoga in a tree in town and a drunk man showed up eating something. I started talking so he wouldn't spook when he noticed me and when I went closer to hear his at times mumbling, his face was exactly like the man in my umm.. not dreams but in an image I used to see as a kid. I was afraid of someone cutting my feet when I went to bed so I used to tuck my feet under the blanket. Well, I guess the universe wanted us to meet so we can heal the soul trauma. Even though he would have wanted to take me to his home and have sex with me acting a little bit too sexually, I was only laughing and not afraid of anything. I know my powers and I know I'm protected whatever happens. It' s funny, how I've changed in the past few years. It's like I've found my soul, made peace with past and healed at least some of the traumas my soul has experienced (not sure if there's something else yet to come) and now I can create something for this life. With all the knowledge and wisdom I've gained from all the lives I've already lived. I know, I'm crazy. Or I guess that's the word people who fear unordinary things use. But I'm very aware and open for new information, that I happen to get as downloads from source, or that's how people like me describe the stuff that happens. The downloads are funny actually, it's like so much happens in your mind at the same time, so many thoughts and thought processes about for example how the earth is created, as in what is inside it, uh and everything, it's hard to explain cause it's just information that I get as visions and whenever I try to explain it I don't know how. Not yet at least. Maybe I get more information later and write about it..... But it's funny. I love my mind. And I know we don't live in the past, but what if - WHAT IF the past lives in us. And when we are not aware of it we can't really heal it. We have died many times, some of the deaths might not have been relaxing, considering our history of wars and other cruelty towards humankind, weirdos especially. ... Okay, time for me to move on this beautiful Wednesday. Eat something and do some yoga. I love it here. This is a paradise.
Wrote lyrics to Country Roads:
Byron Bay, what can I say
I changed my ways in Byron Bay
Healed my soul there
Met my soul tribe there
Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Byron Bay, what can I say
I cleared my way in Byron Bay
Learned my lessons
Got my blessings
In Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Byron Bay, what can I say
My inner child came out to play
Climbing trees and
Connecting with the land
Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Byron Bay, what can I say
Life worth to wait is work in play
Gained new wisdom
Loved my new kingdom
called Byron Bay, Byron Bay
Ahahah well actually I just wrote the last three verses. The first one I had ready and second one but I've forgotten the lyrics so. They might still change, but something to sing for now aha. Have a good rest of this month, hopefully I'll get back before I'm back in Finland. No idea when yet, but my visa expires 13th or 14th of January and I should go back to school, for the final year. See ya'sssss xxxx
