"Let's go outside, look up at the stars tonight. See you in the fool's hour, you can meet me at the moon tower..."
https://soundcloud.com/dirtyheads/moon-tower
I love this song. It's mid-March already and I haven't posted anything in six weeks! I guess I didn't have the mood to write, or then so many things have been flying in my mind that it has been too hard to focus on which stories to write. Time flies and I gotta do this, so might as well do it now and see what happens.
What I've realised even more as I've gone through February and March - new Moon in Aquarius (new ideas, new ways) was just before the month changed, Full Moon in Leo (our inner power and truth), another new Moon in Pisces (our deepest desires) and another Full Moon in Virgo (releasing what weighs you down) - is that everything I've wanted is unfolding in Divine timing. Has it been challenging? For sure. Tough energies flowing through, not only from the moon cycle but there have been many planets in Aries (action) and many in Pisces as well (dreams) - also Venus went retrograde in the beginning of March and was in the shadow period before that, which means that relationships and love are being questioned, shook and revalued. So in order to be able to live our dream we must get rid of things that don't belong in our future. What love really is and how to show it in this new era of Golden Age that is slowly unfolding. This past weekend was a Full Moon in Virgo and if you haven't already made the changes necessary (have you an idea what the Universe is trying to show you?), you'll have even more intense and chaotic time during this cycle. It's time to release and move on. Otherwise you're not going to see what the Universe has in store for you. If you want to dig deeper, there are beautiful astrologers that write articles or talk about these planetary aspects on youtube, and it truly is an amazing world with the understanding of the energies and destiny we have no control over, only our free will not to follow our intuition.
Here's The Leo King's version about the new moon in Pisces https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqd7fBi0ac8 and here's about Venus retrograde from Higher Self, one of my favourite channels https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEoK0GdCpVU
What about me, how has my life changed? I'm living now in a beautiful house in Suffolk Park, Byron Bay, about 7km from the town (I can either use the bus, ride a bike or hitch-hike) and my new roommates are 5 yo Aries little brother Atlas (familiar with Aries, I have two Aries blood brothers, it's so funny for I see a lot of my older brother in him, but now I'm way older and get to tease more haha) his amazing cancer-rising sagi mother (I'm a sagi-rising cancer so we are very similar, understand each other and get along really well) and her gorgeous best friend Jojo who's the owner of the house. I have my own room, there's wifi here so I can do whatever I need to do online, the beach is just around the corner and we have started to create my vision. February - or the whole trip for that matter - has opened the doors to my past lives and it seems that I'm being pushed to meet specific people, so that their presence can unlock the memories, heal the past traumas or create something new.
February was definitely a month of changes as well as learning and teaching. The first two weeks were basically hanging out with Taran and Kanaia when they weren't at school, and/or when Bec wasn't home. We played with snapchat, the gym balls, once we saw a boy jumping on a trampoline next door and we went there to hang out with him, I read books to them before bed and in the school mornings Bec was working I made them breakfasts and lunches to school. When I was home alone I either danced, did something spiritual for example card readings or meditation, made up a tree healing yoga (might have mentioned it before) or wrote down future plans. Played some guitar also and practiced new songs. One weekend it was Becs' sister's birthday in Gold Coast and we stayed there for one night. There was a pool and Taran learned to swim! He's four, five in April or May (Taurus). One day him and I went to the Fish Heads (the outdoor pool place in Byron) and practiced swimming again. I remember when my youngest brother was three, I think I taught him to swim in Turkey =) Or helped at least. I was about nine. I also tried teaching him letters, and how to write a bit.
At times I felt the need to take the beautiful longboard by Globe under my shoes and just go, see what happens. So one day I stopped by a swing and did some funny exercises on it for example bridges and stuff and one guy shows up and starts chatting. I ended up going with him to the Arts Factory Backpackers Lodge which was sick!! (why do I feel like I've already written this..maybe on the other blog) Amazing place, they have dorms as well as tents there, and people are playing different instruments. The guy, Kelly, was from California (another connection) and we had amazing conversations. I think he's a star seed and he's been studying alchemy for example and he's created a filter of some kind so that you can drink water everywhere. Another time I was swinging in another park and two girls from Melbourne joined me. We started talking and we sat down for I had three new oracle card decks (Mermaids, Atlantis and Goddesses) I had just bought so we were doing readings to each other, when an Ariel look-a-like girl showed up and started to preach about love and forgiveness and all that and it was a magical moment all together.
After about two weeks in Byron my feet began to hurt, from just under the toes, it felt like there's some negative energy that wanted to come out and I tried stretching, massaging, walking on grass, sand and stones, put them against trees for their healing powers, I even got two massages from Bec and Sam and I cried both times. I remembered how my mom massaged my feet after my 4 month work trip to Greece and I cried every time. So something was going on. I reflected on my past, trying to find clues from there, and I remembered that as a kid when i went to bed, I used to tuck my feet under the blanket for I was scared someone's gonna cut my feet with a knife. Also I had dreams where I could breathe under water. And when I was in Egypt 2011, before scuba diving, I wanted to practice the breathing in a pool and I panicked there. And one day Bec and I went for a swim and I showed her how I used to swim sometimes, mermaid style back bend with feet crossed over each other and whirling (does it make sense) - I had a vision (funny word but a pictured thought) that someone cut my tail. Was it out of hate or love, that I don't know, but somehow I also believe that I was drowned for I'm a little it afraid of the sea. But these are just feelings. The California guy gave me a massage too when I saw him again and we exchanged massages, but I didn't cry anymore, so I guess that trauma is now healed. I don't get emotional anymore when I talk about the feet cutting fear, I used to before. I have thought tho if I met the pirates already who did me wrong heh and I think I might have.. Over a week ago in Nimbin probably.. Or the Shamans in SA, but they were more like kings, or that kind of vibe I got from them. Or my friend Sam haha, I don't know. Anyway all good now.
Also Janey told me about her past life regression where she actually saw herself in Atlantis in a circle where they were meditating in front of a huge crystal. And some random people I've met here in Byron, to me seem like Atlantean. One man in a bar when Leo, my English friend came down from the Gold Coast with his Brazilian friends and we hung out, told me I look like we've met in Egypt, Cleopatra time. I was like yup I agree, for I keep having feelings like that too of some people. On Valentine's day I got negative vibes from the company I was with and felt pretty bad so I needed some time to be by myself so I went for a walk and ended up massaging four locals, three natives and one lost mother who was sad for losing her children to their dads..
After almost 4 weeks in Byron Bay, I felt I needed some time out from the energies I moved myself into, so I took a flight to Melbourne to see some of the people I met in India two years ago. Stefan offered me a place to stay with him and his roommates Dylan (definitely knew him in Egypt) and Dave and for the first nights I slept on their living room because there was JJ, a dutch friend of Dylan's in the spare room before his flight to Sydney. When everyone else were at work, we hung out quite a bit, listening to beats, writing lyrics and exchanging stories and views of life and one day we went to Dylan's friend Chandra's place to do the exact same, except for Chandra made the beat whilst there and JJ recorded what he had written and it was sick!! (I see that my english takes on words here and there, depending on where I am and who I spend time with so sorry about that) I'm not that good of a rapper that I would've wanted to show my skills in the moment but I told JJ if he needed a female voice he could use me, maybe one day we record something together. I met some of my roommates' friends and Mazzie, Bobbie, Goss and Raudie that were in India as well. Went to an art gallery which was interesting, three artists made the paintings together. In the city I was taking pictures of a graffiti wall and a homeless man (his eyes were Atlantean) offered to take pics of me. I asked him what there is to see here and we went for a walk by the riverside. He told me about his life, why he's homeless and I told him stories about what I believe my past lives had been. He took more pictures of me so I practiced modelling a bit.
I also manifested time for netflix and stretching and found a mini series called A.D. It was about life after Jesus's crucifixion - SO GOOD. Somehow I feel like I knew Jesus, I even once had a dream where he was, so I loved watching it, another person's perspective about how Christianity spread and what was going on with the Roman Empire trying to stop the spreading. It was funny but I saw some people I know in the roles there, for example I saw my mom and dad, they easily could've been the governor and his wife (xD) When I was in Jerusalem last November, I would have wanted to go see Bethlehem but went there with a jew and it's weird but they are not allowed to go there. In Israel anyway I kept getting thoughts and signs that I used to know my god son here. I'd love to know more of my past lives, hoping to meet a proper psychic one day 8) Anyway, look at the world now 2000 years after. Christ consciousness is way on it's way to everyone. All Jesus did was spread love and healing, forgiving and praying. I want to do the same. Plus a loooot more!
Almost two weeks in Melbourne and the spirit organised me a new place to live in Byron, with a new little brother and a big sister. Her life story is incredible and how she got Atlas and what does it mean and how we found each other through Bec and what we are supposed to create together and all these things.. I'm so excited to be here and start working with her towards my goals this year! She's like one piece of my puzzle that angels guided me towards. Also I met a guy who's building a school of arts of some kind and he knows the guy I met in South Africa when we went to see the Shamans, that's teaching kids how to rap (I want to learn too x) and one of these days I'm gonna go work with them I hope! C r a z y how everything falls into place when I surrender to the higher powers. Also at the airport while I was waiting for a bus to Byron Bay, I met a dutch girl, a beautiful fairy/mermaid, and we couldn't stop talking on the bus hahah everything about mermaids, fairies, past lives, twin flames, universal laws, etc and we hung out and sang and played guitar and created more of the mermaid vision and she's coming here tomorrow again! We did a trip to Nimbin with an English guy and oh boy what happened there...
Tired now so that story next time. Need to catch up with Sophie first, if she remembers more of the conversations than I do...=) Thank you God for this beautiful journey you've given me and bless you people. Have a great week y'all, I try and write more often now that I finally did this.
XXX Cecca
https://soundcloud.com/dirtyheads/moon-tower
I love this song. It's mid-March already and I haven't posted anything in six weeks! I guess I didn't have the mood to write, or then so many things have been flying in my mind that it has been too hard to focus on which stories to write. Time flies and I gotta do this, so might as well do it now and see what happens.
What I've realised even more as I've gone through February and March - new Moon in Aquarius (new ideas, new ways) was just before the month changed, Full Moon in Leo (our inner power and truth), another new Moon in Pisces (our deepest desires) and another Full Moon in Virgo (releasing what weighs you down) - is that everything I've wanted is unfolding in Divine timing. Has it been challenging? For sure. Tough energies flowing through, not only from the moon cycle but there have been many planets in Aries (action) and many in Pisces as well (dreams) - also Venus went retrograde in the beginning of March and was in the shadow period before that, which means that relationships and love are being questioned, shook and revalued. So in order to be able to live our dream we must get rid of things that don't belong in our future. What love really is and how to show it in this new era of Golden Age that is slowly unfolding. This past weekend was a Full Moon in Virgo and if you haven't already made the changes necessary (have you an idea what the Universe is trying to show you?), you'll have even more intense and chaotic time during this cycle. It's time to release and move on. Otherwise you're not going to see what the Universe has in store for you. If you want to dig deeper, there are beautiful astrologers that write articles or talk about these planetary aspects on youtube, and it truly is an amazing world with the understanding of the energies and destiny we have no control over, only our free will not to follow our intuition.
Here's The Leo King's version about the new moon in Pisces https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqd7fBi0ac8 and here's about Venus retrograde from Higher Self, one of my favourite channels https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEoK0GdCpVU
What about me, how has my life changed? I'm living now in a beautiful house in Suffolk Park, Byron Bay, about 7km from the town (I can either use the bus, ride a bike or hitch-hike) and my new roommates are 5 yo Aries little brother Atlas (familiar with Aries, I have two Aries blood brothers, it's so funny for I see a lot of my older brother in him, but now I'm way older and get to tease more haha) his amazing cancer-rising sagi mother (I'm a sagi-rising cancer so we are very similar, understand each other and get along really well) and her gorgeous best friend Jojo who's the owner of the house. I have my own room, there's wifi here so I can do whatever I need to do online, the beach is just around the corner and we have started to create my vision. February - or the whole trip for that matter - has opened the doors to my past lives and it seems that I'm being pushed to meet specific people, so that their presence can unlock the memories, heal the past traumas or create something new.
February was definitely a month of changes as well as learning and teaching. The first two weeks were basically hanging out with Taran and Kanaia when they weren't at school, and/or when Bec wasn't home. We played with snapchat, the gym balls, once we saw a boy jumping on a trampoline next door and we went there to hang out with him, I read books to them before bed and in the school mornings Bec was working I made them breakfasts and lunches to school. When I was home alone I either danced, did something spiritual for example card readings or meditation, made up a tree healing yoga (might have mentioned it before) or wrote down future plans. Played some guitar also and practiced new songs. One weekend it was Becs' sister's birthday in Gold Coast and we stayed there for one night. There was a pool and Taran learned to swim! He's four, five in April or May (Taurus). One day him and I went to the Fish Heads (the outdoor pool place in Byron) and practiced swimming again. I remember when my youngest brother was three, I think I taught him to swim in Turkey =) Or helped at least. I was about nine. I also tried teaching him letters, and how to write a bit.
At times I felt the need to take the beautiful longboard by Globe under my shoes and just go, see what happens. So one day I stopped by a swing and did some funny exercises on it for example bridges and stuff and one guy shows up and starts chatting. I ended up going with him to the Arts Factory Backpackers Lodge which was sick!! (why do I feel like I've already written this..maybe on the other blog) Amazing place, they have dorms as well as tents there, and people are playing different instruments. The guy, Kelly, was from California (another connection) and we had amazing conversations. I think he's a star seed and he's been studying alchemy for example and he's created a filter of some kind so that you can drink water everywhere. Another time I was swinging in another park and two girls from Melbourne joined me. We started talking and we sat down for I had three new oracle card decks (Mermaids, Atlantis and Goddesses) I had just bought so we were doing readings to each other, when an Ariel look-a-like girl showed up and started to preach about love and forgiveness and all that and it was a magical moment all together.
After about two weeks in Byron my feet began to hurt, from just under the toes, it felt like there's some negative energy that wanted to come out and I tried stretching, massaging, walking on grass, sand and stones, put them against trees for their healing powers, I even got two massages from Bec and Sam and I cried both times. I remembered how my mom massaged my feet after my 4 month work trip to Greece and I cried every time. So something was going on. I reflected on my past, trying to find clues from there, and I remembered that as a kid when i went to bed, I used to tuck my feet under the blanket for I was scared someone's gonna cut my feet with a knife. Also I had dreams where I could breathe under water. And when I was in Egypt 2011, before scuba diving, I wanted to practice the breathing in a pool and I panicked there. And one day Bec and I went for a swim and I showed her how I used to swim sometimes, mermaid style back bend with feet crossed over each other and whirling (does it make sense) - I had a vision (funny word but a pictured thought) that someone cut my tail. Was it out of hate or love, that I don't know, but somehow I also believe that I was drowned for I'm a little it afraid of the sea. But these are just feelings. The California guy gave me a massage too when I saw him again and we exchanged massages, but I didn't cry anymore, so I guess that trauma is now healed. I don't get emotional anymore when I talk about the feet cutting fear, I used to before. I have thought tho if I met the pirates already who did me wrong heh and I think I might have.. Over a week ago in Nimbin probably.. Or the Shamans in SA, but they were more like kings, or that kind of vibe I got from them. Or my friend Sam haha, I don't know. Anyway all good now.
Also Janey told me about her past life regression where she actually saw herself in Atlantis in a circle where they were meditating in front of a huge crystal. And some random people I've met here in Byron, to me seem like Atlantean. One man in a bar when Leo, my English friend came down from the Gold Coast with his Brazilian friends and we hung out, told me I look like we've met in Egypt, Cleopatra time. I was like yup I agree, for I keep having feelings like that too of some people. On Valentine's day I got negative vibes from the company I was with and felt pretty bad so I needed some time to be by myself so I went for a walk and ended up massaging four locals, three natives and one lost mother who was sad for losing her children to their dads..
After almost 4 weeks in Byron Bay, I felt I needed some time out from the energies I moved myself into, so I took a flight to Melbourne to see some of the people I met in India two years ago. Stefan offered me a place to stay with him and his roommates Dylan (definitely knew him in Egypt) and Dave and for the first nights I slept on their living room because there was JJ, a dutch friend of Dylan's in the spare room before his flight to Sydney. When everyone else were at work, we hung out quite a bit, listening to beats, writing lyrics and exchanging stories and views of life and one day we went to Dylan's friend Chandra's place to do the exact same, except for Chandra made the beat whilst there and JJ recorded what he had written and it was sick!! (I see that my english takes on words here and there, depending on where I am and who I spend time with so sorry about that) I'm not that good of a rapper that I would've wanted to show my skills in the moment but I told JJ if he needed a female voice he could use me, maybe one day we record something together. I met some of my roommates' friends and Mazzie, Bobbie, Goss and Raudie that were in India as well. Went to an art gallery which was interesting, three artists made the paintings together. In the city I was taking pictures of a graffiti wall and a homeless man (his eyes were Atlantean) offered to take pics of me. I asked him what there is to see here and we went for a walk by the riverside. He told me about his life, why he's homeless and I told him stories about what I believe my past lives had been. He took more pictures of me so I practiced modelling a bit.
I also manifested time for netflix and stretching and found a mini series called A.D. It was about life after Jesus's crucifixion - SO GOOD. Somehow I feel like I knew Jesus, I even once had a dream where he was, so I loved watching it, another person's perspective about how Christianity spread and what was going on with the Roman Empire trying to stop the spreading. It was funny but I saw some people I know in the roles there, for example I saw my mom and dad, they easily could've been the governor and his wife (xD) When I was in Jerusalem last November, I would have wanted to go see Bethlehem but went there with a jew and it's weird but they are not allowed to go there. In Israel anyway I kept getting thoughts and signs that I used to know my god son here. I'd love to know more of my past lives, hoping to meet a proper psychic one day 8) Anyway, look at the world now 2000 years after. Christ consciousness is way on it's way to everyone. All Jesus did was spread love and healing, forgiving and praying. I want to do the same. Plus a loooot more!
Almost two weeks in Melbourne and the spirit organised me a new place to live in Byron, with a new little brother and a big sister. Her life story is incredible and how she got Atlas and what does it mean and how we found each other through Bec and what we are supposed to create together and all these things.. I'm so excited to be here and start working with her towards my goals this year! She's like one piece of my puzzle that angels guided me towards. Also I met a guy who's building a school of arts of some kind and he knows the guy I met in South Africa when we went to see the Shamans, that's teaching kids how to rap (I want to learn too x) and one of these days I'm gonna go work with them I hope! C r a z y how everything falls into place when I surrender to the higher powers. Also at the airport while I was waiting for a bus to Byron Bay, I met a dutch girl, a beautiful fairy/mermaid, and we couldn't stop talking on the bus hahah everything about mermaids, fairies, past lives, twin flames, universal laws, etc and we hung out and sang and played guitar and created more of the mermaid vision and she's coming here tomorrow again! We did a trip to Nimbin with an English guy and oh boy what happened there...
Tired now so that story next time. Need to catch up with Sophie first, if she remembers more of the conversations than I do...=) Thank you God for this beautiful journey you've given me and bless you people. Have a great week y'all, I try and write more often now that I finally did this.
XXX Cecca
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