End of the incredible year of 2016 in GOA

The last story this year, hmm where to start.. Crazy year this 2016... Learned soooo much about for example the universe, the soul's journey, healing and my own power, explored new cities and countries, connected with many of my soul family members, experienced things I had never experienced before, heard other people's stories that expanded my perspective, manifested something amazing and am now living my dream and creating it while I go. Next year will be even crazier, especially globally (universally) but also individually. Starting here in Goa India, where I've been staying now for ten days. Continuing in Australia and Indonesia and for the summer hopefully USA - if all goes according to my original plans. Though these days I don't really like plans. I go where the wind takes me as I've felt I'm being guided. So I take whatever happens around me with an open heart and accept what is meant for me. Grateful for this year, I've enjoyed it quite a bit. Now, something about Goa before I head out of this lovely café called Artjuna (just had very interesting conversations with two regular Goa visiters that also invited me to a private party later tonight) and figure out what to do, where to go and how to spend this change of years. 2016 is the last year of a 9-year cycle so next year will be a blast. Focus your energy on what you want rather than worrying about what you don't want. Makes all the difference.

It's always different if you hang out with locals rather than other travellers. Or I don't know, every person or group is different to hang out with, the dynamics and all so... But when I'm in India, I tend to hang out with locals. Two years ago I came to Goa with my sister for ten days and most of the time we spent in Prison (a hostel in Anjuna). There we met Babal and Max who were working there at the time and Johan who was just chilling out (he had spent his life in Dubai but left it earlier that year). Johan was actually the guy who introduced me to the spirit world. His dad as a christian priest had exorcized (?) - you know the movie where they try to get evil spirits out of people - many people so he's seen stuff. Also the stories he told about many things were sooo crazy I couldn't handle listening to him. At the time anyway. Now I know more so I just might. Also when he came to Varkala where I was staying most of the winter, he found a book about angels and spirit guides and gave it to me to read - and while I was reading it I got shivers many times and I had to start walking with the book, it was crazy. After that I wanted to learn more and more and found everything I was looking for and even more. My own time became precious to me and I started to protect my energies and value different things than before.

Hehe, back to this life. Babal came to pick me up at the airport with his friend. And as always he came prepared. He had got me a room from a building next to where Geeta (from Mumbai) was staying with Peter (Danish guy) who was renting the house from Babal's cousin Gorish (who is building more rooms there). On the way he got me Masala Dosa, but I was so tired after two days of travelling that when I got to my room I went straight to the shower and forgot the food. Babal tried knocking a few times but ended up giving the food to Geeta. Next morning I had a piece of it for breakfast while I went to say hi to my neighbours. Every day I've done the same, for I have my breakfast things in their kitchen. And it's nice to chill out with them each day once or more.

So much has happened in ten days. During the first days I didn't have my own scooter so Babal took me everywhere on his. We went to see Johan and Rohit at their hostel Pappichulo (pappi in finnish means a priest) which was such a cool place. Rohit I met two years ago when I came back to Goa for new years. At the time he was working in Funky Monkey hostel with Babal, where I came to take showers to, for then I didn't have a place to stay (hehe, was sleeping in Ganga Riverside Restaurant, another place of Gorish). We drove around to meet Babal's friends and whenever the bike stopped, I hopped off to look around and one time I saw a fence, and on the other side there were two babies learning to stand and their grandad. I got down to connect with the small ones and I don't know their reactions when they saw me were incredible, as they'd known me before. After some sort of a shock the other one gave me a huge smile. The other one was more wary. To me they felt like princes. The other night, when I got lost, I saw the smiley baby again with the shopkeepers from whom I stopped to ask for directions. I waved at him and his grandad gave him to me.

The streets in Anjuna are hard to get to know to and after the 25th when I got my own scooter I've gotten lost many times, and I end up somewhere where there's a local woman who asks me to take her to Mango Tree for she's so tired after washing dishes the whole day, or next to a shop where there are three kids and their parents, and the two year old, while I offer him my hand and our hands touch, does something like whooooaa what's going on there, very strong energy, he takes his hand back but gives it back to touch again, or I see a dog that's hurt and stop there but he already disappeared and then I find this massage place called Angel something... I was going to get a massage today but here, things do not happen the way I plan, I only go with the flow for I am free to do it.

Somehow I feel like I'm being tested now. On Christmas Eve we had just parked our bike and were going to a party at Hilltop when there was a crash. I don't know what happened there but many people were walking towards the scene. I saw an older woman sitting and looking very confused and a little bit scared. Her daughter was trying to understand what had happened and tried asking her if she's okay many times, but she couldn't speak at all. She was in shock. I went closer and put my hand on her shoulder and just stood there breathing. She had a huge bump on her forehead and after a while she managed to say that she's feeling sick. There was also two men, one I think was the dad and the other one probably the other crasher. Someone called a car to get them for she was in no power to hop on a scooter no more. When the car arrived, she smiled at me as a thank you. I smiled at her as a welcome. Otherwise Christmas didn't feel like Christmas. We went to see Johan's house, at Pappichulo I called my family and at Hilltop I could sense the tension and wasn't in the mood for dancing. Maybe today, for the celebration of the past year and the beginning of the next.

One day I needed a store so we stopped by one. There was a woman with her two children outside begging and I got an extra bag of nuts so when I got out she gave me her hand to beg and I handed her the other bag. That's when I saw a Mermaid shop right opposite of the store. The other day I went there by myself and noticed a tiny baby, 2-month old on her lap and I put my hand on her head and noticed she started shivering or something. Also I said hello to the maybe 4 yo girl. Their mom asked for coconut oil so I took the girls hand and we went to the store. I asked her what she wants and she showed me the toy section, heheh, got her a package of three little dolls with pretty dresses, coconut oil and some washing pulver (?) that she pointed. Going to see them again when I find the place hahah.

Yesterday I went to a day trip to Arambol, an hour drive away, for my friend Ariënn from Hungary is there. I need a change of scene so I'm going there for the next week. There I met another starseed and he took me to a beeeautiful beach oh god, so yeah I'm going there again. Also I saw two mermaid girls in a shop and I waved at the other one that was there when I was about to leave. I ended up buying a baby swing and shoes while I was connecting with the girl and while we were shaking hands I told her she is very beautiful, then she went to get her little brother I think, maybe 2 yo, and somehow he was too excited to look at me so he hid behind her sister every time our eyes met. Also dogs seem to love my treatments. Today while I got lost again (surprise) while driving to Artjuna (I've heard the directions many times) and I saw two puppies on the road. I stopped there and went to get them to the side just before a truck passed by. No actually the truck had to stop itself 'cause I was now in the way saving the puppies (:DDDDD).

AND - after next week my friend Mila from England (who I visited in Bali in January) is coming to Anjuna with her love and after I fly to AUS!!!=))))) Getting exciteeeeed for yet another country <3 

Okkkhay Happy New Year and see you on the other side. Blessssssss ,V,,

p.s. Wifi problems so posted just now.